Good Riddance

Chapter 5

I came to the bus shutter, waiting for Alex. My frostbite fingers made me feel like I am literally made of stone. Alex got out of the bus, looking like Apollo with his blonde, shiny hair, soft lifted by the winnowing wind, while the sun beams were reflecting his bronze tan skin which made him even more gorgeous. He hugged me, saying:

 “Hello beautiful”

Instead of saying hello I just whispered “I want to snog your head off” to his ear and laughed.

He laughed, grabbed my waist and started devouring. I put my hands around his brawny back, when he bit my down lip.

“Where are we going?”-I asked him, as we were walking down the empty, full of fallen leaves, street.

“Somewhere, where we gonna be alone.” he said.” Therefore you would kiss me back and feel sure that no one can see us” he added.

I took his hand, when we were walking on the abandoned path by the river. Hand in hand, with the wind blowing my hair, I felt like this was a fairy tale, no concern, just pure love, despite the cruel life of mine.

I grabbed his shawl when he tried to kiss me and started running, saying: “Can't touch this”

“Wanna see if I can't?” he said and started running after me. I was all red in my face, trying to laugh, while I was taking big, deep breaths. Alex rushed after me, and when he got next to me, he gently touched my reddish cheeks, kissed me and said “Touched it”

Then we sat by the river, on the cold big rocks. I leaned my head on his shoulder, as he put his arms around me.

“I wish this was my everyday” he said.

“Technically it is, you see me everyday” I laughed.

“Don't be a philosopher”- he told me and kissed my neck.

I shacked my head, which meant that I didn't want to.

“Now what?”-he said.

“ I want to kiss you”- I whispered even though I wanted his kiss on my neck so badly, but the possibility to have a love mark changed my mind, so I put a smirk on my pale face, bending my lips down to his neck.

Suddenly my phone rang. It was Ginny.

‘Are you still with him?” she asked me.

“Yeah, why?”

“Well, John…”she started, but I interrupted her.

“I don't care”- I said.

“Fine, talk to you later then, bye”-she hanged, realizing that I was uncomfortable to talk about John in front of Alex.

“We should go now…The sun goes down”- Alex said. I agreed and took his hand, pulled him close to me and snogged him. Then and there by the river, surrounded by nothing but nature we started making out.

Step by step, laughing, living the time of my life, that day I had one of the best moments with Alex. Walking on the light of the sun I was sharing love with someone I really loved.

When I got home, I had to make a list of the things I am going to pack for tomorrow's trip. I needed dresses and flats,( not heels, I would never wear heels again; ) then some comfortable loose blouses and jeans. My list was actually like the oe below:

LIST

-spotted dress

-white lase Topshop dress

-oxfords

-deep blue dress

- beige flats

-skinny jeans

-leggings

-springfield hoodie

-mustard yellow shirt

- converse canvas

-another hoodie

-6 t-shirts and tanks

-black, beige, white, grey cardigan

-silver earrings, brown belt , necklaces and every accessory that I can find

- perfumes : Cashmere, Play and DKNY simply delicious

NOT TO FORGET MY MAKE UP SET!!!

That was my list less or more. Anyway I had difficulty of packing all my clothes in one baggage, so I had to sit on it and to pull the zipper with my entire straight. Finally it was closed. Then I went to the bathroom to prepare my makeup set. After half an hour I was done. I grabbed my puffy little poodle Jason and fondled it.

“I will miss you little buddy” – I was saying to it with baby voice.

I turned off the light hugged Jason and earthed up with the soft purple duvet.

The alarm clock woke me up at 3 am. I put on my grey Springfield hoodie, made a ponytail and put on my black leggings. Then, paler than ever before, I and my parents went to the school, where was a big crowd of parents and students and few silver double-deckers. There, in the crowd of dreamy faces I found John. After I said hello to him I told him to sit next to his friends. He agreed, tried to kiss me but I backed off saying that everybody are looking at us.

There I saw Alex and smiled. He came close to me and secretly touched my hand. I lifted my head and smiled.

“Everybody in the deckers now “one of the professors said.

I hugged my mom and dad and said that I will miss them. They smiled and said to have a great time. Then I ran to the entrance of the decker.

John took my hand and said to come to the upper tier of the bus, but I told him that I am afraid of high.

“But you go, your friends are waiting” – I told him looking at Peter's and Corry's half closed eyes.

He went upstairs, while I sat next to Erika, but as soon as the driver started the engines, Alex came to her saying:

“Sit next to Cam”

Erika satisfied to hear that, immediately stood up, took her backpack saying “Be quiet while making out” to me  and came to Cam. She kissed him and they started snogging in the dark.

Alex sat next to me and kissed me.

“Are you crazy, John is on the upper tier of this decker. There are people surrounding us” – I whispered with rough voice.

“Shut it! I want to sleep” somebody yelled. And then thousands of “Yeah shut it”

“They are all sleeping” he said, so I kissed him back. It was dangerous, but worth it. It is not like anyone would recognize us in the total darkness, or we would get caught by John. He was probably sleeping anyway.

I laid my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes. He turned on his IPod and started listening to music. I could hear Erika laughing from behind, then Cam's voice murmuring. They were so happy together. They had nothing to hide, not like me, the dilemma queen!

I slowly put my nose into Alex's hoodie. I loved his smell of his fresh washed clothes. Then I touched his neck with my lips, and hold it like that. Alex smiled.

“You know exactly what I want”- he whispered all dreamy. “I will be more than glad to have your love mark” he added, giving me one of his headphones to me; he undressed his hoodie and covered me with it. He pressed play and then my favorite “Always” by Bon Jovi started playing.

“I love you” I whispered.

“Always” Alex said and put his arms around me