Good Riddance

Chapter 8

You may think I am dilemma queen, but the truth was that I was in doubt. Every time I broke up with Alex, I ended up in his warm hugs. I would blame it on my volatility or confusion, but I was not that type of person; I knew exactly what I wanted, despite in love. John was just perfect, he was head over heels for me, he was smart and handsome, charming and cool, but I couldn't love him, not like I did Alex. Every time he looked at me, talked to me I melted and when he kisses me; Oh God I was on seventh heaven. The day was slowly passing, and the shimmery lighters appeared on the sky like glitter. The fresh, spring breeze was splaying the smell of Lilac it the air. I was in my room, reading “The Love of a Stranger”. Erika was putting tones of foundation on her face.

“Do you claim to look like fish paste?” I asked her cheeky.

Erika laughed, and pointed on her face

“Look, it is giant, red zit. I look like Rudolph.” She said with her baby voice.

I laughed even harder.

“Come here” I said.

“You are glad that I brought the camouflage gel. Now be calm.” I said, and applied it on her nose.

“Better” I announced. “Now erase that stupid, paste like foundation” I giggled.

“OMG! Thank you. You saved me” She gladdened.

I put on some foundation, silver eye shadow and nude pink lip gloss.

“No, wear it with the oxfords” Erika said, when she saw me with my flats. Five minutes later, I was ready to go.

“You look like an angel” Melissa told me.

“Despite she is not” Ginny giggled.

“Come on, you guys” I laughed, trying to make sad faces, which didn't work. I was looking like a retard, I must add.

“I love this white, lace dress” Erika said, as soon as she got out of the toilet. “ Le perfect” she added.

Alex knocked on my door. He was amazed.

“Speechless?” I smiled, trying to make fun out of him.

He pecked me, and took my hand, without saying a word.

“Where are we going?” I asked him, but nothing. He didn't answer me.

Outside, on the desolated beach, while the sea waves were crushing into the rocks uneasily and watering my dress, I was walking hand by hand with Alex.

“Alex?” I said, but he just grinned.

Suddenly, out of nowhere, he grabbed my waist and I hauled me up. Even though, the wind was diving in my bones, making mess of my straighten hair, his kisses under the sky full of bright lighters, were making me like the time stopped and we were the only one in the world, kisses like it was the last day of our life.

I sat on the dusty, cold sand and pulled him near me.  I laid my head on his shoulder, whispering

“I love you”.

He started kissing my neck, which made me melt. After a while he said

“The most”

But then, something had to ruin our little, romantic kind a date. Now it was in the form of Cameron, calling Alex.

“Bro, come to the hotel. Everyone is here.” He said.

“And the douche and his friends” he whispered.

I heard John's voice trough the telephone and froze. The blood was no longer rushing through my veining, as a matter of fact it wasn't even circulating. My face lost the last shade of red. My heart was biting crazy. I felt dizzy and closed my eyes. I  must have fainted.