Good Riddance

Chapter 31

Please note that it is R rated.

Not edited... (Sorry I'm in a rush! School sucks! I hardly wrote this chapter)

For any grammar/vocabulary error I apologize.

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Chapter 31

We all do something on the outside to kill the pain inside of us.  Pretending to be strong, but inside we are already dead. We are acting cold and emotionless just to protect ourselves from the others; because the one we used to love and trust left.

Alex's POV

Lying on the floor with the bottle of Jack Daniels, me, Alexander, the guy who could have any girl, was getting drunk because of a bitch that never loved me. The golden fluid was burning my throat, but it made me feel less pain in my heart; if I still had one. She tossed it in a million pieces. Missing her wasn't the problem; the wondering if she would ever come back was the thing that was killing me.

And I thought, just for a second, it could all work out. We could be happy. It was all a lie that was in front of me every single day, and somehow I couldn't see it. The lie that vanished every fucking time I saw her smiling. Our love, if it was even a love, was built from insecurity and pain.

A minute with her was worth dying, but only one second it took me to realize that she belonged with him. That she never loved me.

I took out my black iPhone looking at the wallpaper of the two of us. A tear fell on my cheek, as I got up, feeling dizzy. I looked around my messy room; clothes thrown everywhere, books and empty bottles of vodka, whisky and everything between. I glimpsed at the corner where was Jennifer's photo. It was now just a lighter shade made by the picture on wall. She wasn't going back to me again.

I needed something to stop thinking about her. Anything!

I took out my phone and dialed a number.

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She came in front of my house fifteen minutes later, wearing a light pink, mini skirt showing the skinny, bony legs and a transparent lace top which was showing out her lack of boobs.

“Aren't you letting me in?” She asked, smiling, while I was looking at her, not saying anything. I then grabbed her closer and put my tongue down her throat, clenching my fists from disgust. 

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Jennifer's POV

The School cafeteria one day after

“Aren't they sitting with us?” John asked me quietly placing his fulfill lunch tray next to mine.

I took a deep breath, looking at the table where I used to sit with my best friends. They were still there, just the missing part was me; Putting a little piece from the muffin in my mouth I murmured

“They are mad at me… They prefer Alex than me I guess”

John glimpsed at the dull face of Alex, plastering a grin on his face, then coming closer to me and whispering

“So… More time for us right?” kissing my jowl line area; Along with his kisses came trouble; This time in a Britney form.

Walking like on a runway show, she yomped to Alex and gave him a sloppy kiss. My mouth fell open, as I saw that disgusting view! She then sat on his lap, kissing his neck. I felt shivers down my spine and tears in my eyes.  John realized that and just commented waving his fork up in the air