YouTube Gamer One Shots

Love Yourself (SeaNanners)

Trigger warning. There is an attempt in suicide in this oneshot.

Adam and I have a date today and I can't wait. I walked into the bathroom so I could get ready. I looked at myself in the mirror and frowned. I was fat and ugly. How could Adam like me?

You're right. How could he love you? There are so many other girls that are way prettier.

There's no way that he can love me with beautiful girls all around him.

He's probably just messing with you. There's no way he could ever truly love you.

I started crying. Those thoughts were right. Adams love for me isn't real. He just feels bad for me. I grabbed a razor and brought it to my arm.

"Don't worry, Adam. You won't have to put up with me anymore." I say to myself.

Adam's POV

I smiled at myself in my mirror. Today was the day I ask my wonderful girlfriend, (y/n), to marry me. I walked out of the bathroom and grabbed the small velvet box. I got in my car and drove to (y/n)'s house.

I knocked on the door and waited for it to open. Nothing happened. I knocked again, but this time I knocked louder. Still nothing. I looked under the welcome mat and picked up the spare key. Once I had the door open, I walked in. There was no sign of (y/n).

"(Y/n)?" I asked.

There was no response. I started to panic.

"(Y/n)!" I called out.

I ran around the house until I saw a light coming from the bathroom.

"(Y/n)?" I asked as I pounded on the door.

I heard a faint voice coming from the other side of the door.

"(Y/n), baby, are you okay?" I asked.

I got no response. I beat on the door.

"Open the door." I said.

The door didn't open. I started to bust down the door. After a few good hits, the door came unhinged and I almost fell in. I saw (y/n) with a razor beside her and blood gushing out of her arm. I rushed over to her, kicked the razor out of reach, and crouched beside her. Her face was pale.

"(Y/n)." I said. "(Y/n), please answer me."

I looked around, grabbed a towel, and put pressure on her arm.

"Why are you doing this?" I heard (y/n)'s faint voice asked.

"Why wouldn't I be?" I asked as I put more pressure on her arm. "I love you, (y/n). I can't live without you."

Tears started rolling down my face.

(Y/n)'s POV

I looked up at Adam and saw that he was crying. He does love me. It hurts him to see me like this. I began to sob.

"I'm sorry, Adam." I sobbed.