The Alpha's Ballad

Chapter 1

Hey all this is my new book hope you enjoy it. Also some time I may call Nathaniel (Nate) sometimes so if I do you will still know who I mean enjoy.

Chris Hemsworth as Nathaniel Black (above)

(Song by A1 - Everytime)

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Nathaniel Black POV

Hey everyone I hate my life no one know I'm alive not even my mum or dad they are park warriors so you could say I take after my dad. Yes I work out in the packs gym when no one is around which is normally in the morning before everyone gets up or at night when everyone is asleep. So you could say have an alright body and I have blonde hair and green eyes but still it makes no different no one knows I'm a live.
I bet your all wondering who I am my name is Nathaniel Black (means gift of God) but I have no idea why they called me that because to them it's like I was never born. They go about their life's without me in it so from about the age of five I have been taking care of myself, them and the house, yes I cook, clean, and just keep on top of everything I also get A's in school so you could also say I'm smart too.
Like I said before I hate my life and I just want someone to love and who will love me back. If I don't find someone from my pack who is my mate then I'm leaving this pack and living alone because then I will know the moon goddess didn't give me a mate or as you humans may say soulmate.

Anyway it Monday morning and I have just finished my workout and I run upstairs to shower and get ready for school in five days it will be the soon to be Alphas birthday and I will be helping getting the house ready for his party. I really don't want to go but everyone from the pack is going because it's his 18th, but he won't become Alpha until he is 21 so three more years and he will take over from his dad but in those three years he has got to find his mate and stop being a player, I really feel sorry for the girl/guy who is mated to him. As you may have guess I'm a werewolf and some of you may not know this but us werewolves can have children even if we are mated to males as for the female wolves if they have the same sex mate they can go for IVF and may only use males who are mateless. (Like me)
After I get ready for school I leave and walk the 45 minutes to get there yes I walk because I don't have a car but I passed my test and no one gives me a lift there so I have to make my own way. When I get there I get the book I need for my first two classes which is maths and history, I sit in the back of class and do the work and soon it's break so I go to my locker put them and get my other class book but when I get to my locker that is next to a closet and all I hear are sexual noises and then I hear "yes, harder, harder Dante right there" so I know who it is and with my book I leave as fast as I can to get to English.

The day goes on like that just like every other day, why did my locker have to be next to that closet and why don't the teachers not do something about it, I tell you it's a wonder he hasn't got any of those girl pregnant but because we are wolves we can only have children with our mates that is also why female mate can only use mate less males.
After school is over I get my homework from my locker and hear him at it again doesn't he ever stop each time with a different girl weather they are human or wolf he does them in the closet. I make my way home and once I'm there I do my home work and clean the house and cook dinner. After thats done I eat mine and go into my bedroom and finish my homework before going for a swim then a work out. When I'm finished I take a shower and get into bed and within five minutes I give into darkness but not before I hear him at it again.

The next few day are the same as they always are workout, school, homework, cook, clean, homework, swim and workout. Yet tonight was different it is the night before his birthday and I go for my swim and there he is with his friend and his soon to be Beta, Gamma, Delta and some of the girl from the pack. I ignore them and go for my swim and I don't even think they know i'm there so just like I told you no one know I'm alive. After my swim I go and work out then go to bed as I have to be up early tomorrow to get the house ready for his party.
Darkness takes me and soon my phone beeps to tell me it's time to get up. I get dress go down and there are five boxes in the living room and I don't know how many in the kitchen so I get to work and I'm nearly finished it all when everyone gets up but the birthday boy. They don't even know I'm here so I finish up and go and take a nap before getting up to dress for his party.
I wear black skinny jeans, white t-shirt and a black shirt with white vans as I make my way down I heard "wow who ever put everything up and got this place ready did a wonderful job on it" and then I hear one of the girl say "that was me and some of the girls helped too, yes I think we out did our selves this time".
'Yeah you sure did, as you guys didn't do anything cause you were in bed till midday'.
I get myself a drink and went into the back yard and sit under the oak tree even though behind the pack house is a forested the oak tree was about ten yards away from it with a bench that goes around it and it's were I always sit when I want to get away from everything as not many of the pack sit here. I sit there for I don't know how long not really drinking my drink as I don't trust drinking it as they could have put something in it. I have no idea what time it is but I need to use the toilet so I go looking for one as I'm looking for one most have lines outside so I go up to the Alpha floor as not many would come up here. I go and as I'm making my way back down I'm pulled into a bedroom by someone I don't know who it is but even before I can ask who it is I'm pushed against the wall and kissed they don't say anything but while I'm being kissed I feel hand all over me and sparks follow were I was touched. Who ever it is lifts me up so I have no choose but to wrap my legs around his waist and I'm carried over to the bed and laid down he still kissing me and while he is doing that he undresses me and before I know it we are having s*x.

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Few hours later

I don't know who it was or why they did it but as soon as I know he is asleep I get dress in my clothes and leave I go to my bedroom and have a shower and clean myself until my skin is red, just to get his touch and smell off me. All I think about is I'm not a virgin anymore who ever it was took that away from me and I couldn't stop it, he was to strong even for me I couldn't stop his, it was like I was under his spell from the moment his lips touched mine. I just hope I don't become pregnant because if I do it mean he is my mate and I won't know who it is for two weeks because we have to look into each other eyes to know and because it was dark we couldn't see, plus I won't be able to tell until I'm 18 myself.
After I'm finished I get into bed and sleep as I know I will have to get up in a few hours to clean the house as darkness takes me I dream about what happened tonight with who ever it was.

Soon I'm woke up by my phone going off I have a shower, get dress and go down stairs and start cleaning after I'm finished with that I make lunch for everyone which is bacon sandwiches before going for a run in the forest, I run for about 30 minutes and I soon come to the place I love not many know about it and those who do keep it to themselves I lay down beside a small lake with a smell waterfall with wild flower all around I lay there for what feels like hours just thinking about last night before I make my way home. I change before getting dress and making my way back inside to start dinner. 'Why do I do this you may ask, I do it because if I don't no one will eat unless it's takeout and because I cook everyone gets a home cooked dinner'.
After cooking dinner and wash the pots and set the table with all the food I cook before eating myself and then going up to my room. I must say this for the pack I may cook but I never have to wash the pots after they are done eating as they do it which I'm glad about.
Before going bed I go for a swim and then go and workout and finish of what little homework I have left before going sleep.