The Alpha's Ballad

Chapter 9

Henry Cavill as Doctor Michael Caine (above) (the twilight pack)

(Song by Westlife - Obvious)

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Nathaniel POV

When I wake up the next morning I run to the toilet and be sick I will be so glad when this part is over as I hate being sick just like I know most do. I just wish I was one of the lucky one who don't get sick while with pups. After I finish I take a shower and brush my teeth before getting dress and going down and getting something to eat I may even cook breakfast.

As I'm cooking Xander walks in and sits down before saying.

'You don't have to do that you know we can all make our own breakfast, we don't expect anyone to cook, clean for us we all do it and if we make a mess we all help clean it up so please don't do it any more unless it is something you like doing.'

"It's all I know how to do and I'm sorry if it makes you and the other uncomfortable it's just how I am, I've always been like it. After I started looking after myself from when I was five it just felt right doing things for other even if they don't know who does it."

"I get it but your not with that pack any more your are in mine and I won't have you doing thing we can all do for ourselves and have been doing since we moved into the pack house."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend anyone most of all you, it's just I don't feel right in not doing anything so if it's okay with you can I still cook for just you guys weather it be in the morning or at night ."

"That's fine but once your pups are here you will only cook for yourself and them, not any off us we can do that ourselves."

"Deal."

As we talk the other come in and sit down listening to mine and Xander exchange. I feel so welcome here already and I'm still not a full member of this pack.
When everyone finishes they wash the pots and while doing so they talk.

"Man that breakfast was the best I have had in a long time thanks Nate."

"Your all welcome and I'm glad you enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed cooking it."

When everything was done, dried and put away we go to the games room again. As I sit their I look into the corner and sitting there is a grand piano, I walk over to it sit down lift the lid and start playing. I have always had a ear for music it was like I was gifted to play I just have to hear a song once and I can play it. So I sit their just playing a million love song (cheesy I know) when Xander and the other join me.

"Wow is there not anything you can't do, you cook like a dream and play like a pro."

"Thanks but it's just something I do when I see I piano I can't help but play, I have never had people hear me play before 
I just play when no one was around but here I feel at home and felt the need to play."

"Then play don't let us being here stop you."

As I keep playing they go back to playing games apart from Xander who stays to listen to me play and I like having him listen.
I may be unwanted by my own family, my mate and even my old pack but here it feels like I have always belonged and I have Doc, Xander and the other to thank for that.

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Days start flying by and soon I've been here a month, wondering how Dante is and even my mum and dad they may not have cared for me or even wanted me but I still think off them and I think I always will. Do they even know I left yet, did anyone find my note, am I even missed at all.

As the days go by and I get closer to having my pups all I can think of is Dante, (yes I know what your thinking why do I care so much about the person who shattered my heart to pieces) how he is and does he even know he is going to be a dad in the next few weeks. I know his wolf said he wouldn't tell him but even so it still makes me wonder.

From the first morning when I cook we all take it in turns to cook and because of how big I am now I am not able to stand for long and because of that Xander and the other help and I love it, just cooking, having a laugh together it's how I always wanted to feel like I'm part of something and not just forgotten like I have been for years.

"Morning Nate how are you doing and how are the pups."

"Morning James I'm great not been sick for over a week now and as for those little guys/girl their great. Moving about all the time letting me know their okay."

"That's great, next time they move may I feel."

"Sure, anyway let's get breakfast ready for the others."

"Cool, let's cook."

When we finish the other are down waiting for it and I sit next to James and while we are eating the pups start moving so I take his hand and place it were they are moving and soon Xander hand joins too and as we sit their with hands on my tummy feeling them move around all you hear are wows, ahh, oh, ooh coming from them.

"Wow doesn't it hurt having them moving around so much."

"No it don't well not until they kick a rib or other bones then it hurts but that is how I know they are all strong and alive."

"Your Lucky us guys will never feel the joins of our pups moving around inside us, cause all us guys will have female mates because none of us are gay."

"You may have male mates you won't know until you met them I mean look at me and who my mate is. He isn't gay he loves pus*y too much and yet he has me as his mate not a female."

"I don't care if my mate is male or female I will want them no matter who they are or what s*x they may be."

"That is all I ever wanted but I will never have, but no matter I have my pups and for me that is enough."