The Alpha's Ballad

Chapter 14

Logan Lerman as Nick Wolf (above) (the twilight pack)

(Song by Westlife - Soledad)

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Dante POV

It's been over two months now since my mate left I don't know where he is but I miss him so much. Ever day I feel a little more of me dying inside, my wolf no longer talks to me but he hasn't left he just sits in the back of my head not saying anything at all. I miss talking to him but I know he will never talk to me again until we have are mate back.

I still have s*x all the time but I don't enjoy it anymore not since I remember what it was like with our mate, it was slow and I took my time with him learning his body by heart, even though I was drunk that night I still took my time with him knowing he was different to everyone else so I made love to him and not just fu*k him like I did the others.

Yeah I know what your thinking if I'm not enjoying s*x anymore why am I still having it. It's because if I stopped people would know I have found my mate and for that I can't let them know cause it will be.

'Who are they, have you mated yet, have you marked them, when will they become Luna.'

I just can't do that so until I found him or if he comes back to me then I will tell the pack who they are but that won't be until I'm 21 until then I will keep fu*king anyone who want me, but I will never enjoy it again so in my mind I am just using them like they do me for s*xual realise.

When I go sleep I dream of him and our one time together I hear his moan, the way his lips feel while kissing me, how soft his body is even for a man his skin, lips and member were soft. Oh and how good he felt as his ass was around my member, squeezing me as I made love too him and how hot he was as he cum.

'You shouldn't have let him go, but he will come back to you one day and when he does he will need you just as much as you need him.'

Why do I keep hearing that voice am I slowly going crazy if I am please stop.

'You will know me one day but until then I will talk to you every now and again, just know this you are not going mad.'

I finish my work out and go to my room to shower, finish my home work and sleep if Lucinda doesn't come to my room I can have a good night sleep just thinking about Nathniel. Yes I know I rejected him and that he may hate me but I know even with the rejection he is still my mate.

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Moon Goddess POV

I know I shouldn't talk to him but I can't help it him and his mates are the chosen ones, the ones who will help save this world from the coming darkness. It won't happen for years yet but I still have to prepare them for it, the pups they will have will all be gifted and Lukas, McKenzie, Adrien and their other children, but only three have been born so far and once they are all together they will have powers too. So can you now understand why I talk to them it's because without them this world will die.

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(Jumping back to just after Nathaniel arrived)

Xander POV

I go and met him at the airport and when I see him I feel something for him right away but I know we can't be mates because he has already found his and is carrying their pups. I know I shouldn't feel like this but I can't help it.
As I am driving to the pack house all I want is to hold his hand just to show him he is no longer alone. As soon to be Alpha I want to met my mate but I don't think they are near me because if they were I would have meet them by now. I'm 21 in a month and that is when I will be taking over from my dad so I need to find my mate before then if not I will have to go from pack to pack until I find them.