The Alpha's Ballad

Chapter 6

Ian Somerholder as Ethan Cross (above) (the golden lily pack)

(Song By Linkin Park - Leave out all the Rest)

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Nathaniel POV

When everyone in the house is asleep I get in my taxi and leave England for good. I will never be coming back and I hope he finds what he is looking for because I feel it will never be me, maybe it will be Lucinda he finds his happiness with and make her his Luna.
As I wait in the departure area until it's time to catch my plane all I keep thinking about are my pups, am I doing the right thing taking them from their dad or am I just thinking it's right for me. Thought just keep running around in my head about how my life is and how it could have been if Dante wasn't the way he was. Would he want me and not reject me, would we have more children if we were together, would he love me and our pups and would we be happy.
So many thoughts and if it wasn't for Blaze we would have missed our flight.

About an hour into the flight I fall asleep and I dream of Dante, I think my thought made me have this dream because it was a happy one but also sad at the same time because it's was something I will never have.

I love you Nathaniel and I have loved you from the moment I know you were my mate and I'm so happy that one night we were together gave us the pups you are now carrying inside you, I never want anyone else but you, you and those pups are my whole world and I love them and I can't wait to met them. I hope they look like both of us of a mix of us, but no matter want I will never leave you or them.

I love you too Dante and I'm happy I'm your mate and that we have pups on the way. I hope they all look like you because you are the most handsome, sexy, body a man would die for. If I had too I would lay my life on the line for you just so the world doesn't lose someone like you.

Soon I'm being woke up and told we would be landing in a few minute so I did my seat belt up and waited for us to land. When I landed I message the Doc. Waters and told him I had arrived safely them I message my new Doctor and told him I had arrived and that I will wait for who ever will be picking me up.

'Hey, doc I got here safe thanks for everything, Nate.'

'You are welcome Nate, I hope you find true happiness, Doc.'

'Doctor Caine, I've just landed and I will wait for who will be picking me up, Nathaniel.'

'They are already on their way so you shouldn't have to wait long, see you this afternoon for your appointment, Doc Caine.'

After going though arrival I wait to be pick up by who ever it is, soon I feel someone coming towards me with a ore of power so I knew it my soon to be Alpha and not his beta, so I stand up and wait for him to ask if I'm me.

"Hello are you Nathaniel Black."

"Yes I am sir."

"Don't call me sir it's makes me feel like my dad."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you."

"Hey, you didn't, so don't worry about it, let's get you to your new home.'

"Thank you."

"Before we make it to the pack home I will tell you about this weekend where I will be welcoming you to the pack, I would do it now but my father told me that all new comings to the pack most go though a welcome to the pack party so you get to met most of the pack and the rest you will met over the next few weeks."

"Okay and thanks for letting me join your pack I didn't want to join any other in Ireland or England as I wanted to get as far away from my mate as I could. Even if it's not how I hope my life would be."

"I understand the reason why you left and I think he was wrong to reject you after sleeping with you, just because your male. Rejecting your mate is wrong they are your other half and without them we wolfs would have died out long ago as we can't have pups with anyone but our mate weather they be male or female it's how the moon goddess made us."

"True but in a way I'm glad he rejected me because I could never go through the pain of us being together but also him not being able to stop having sex with females I couldn't handle the pain even though i feel it every time he does but it's not as painful as it could be."

"I'm sorry you have to feel any pain at all and what he did it's wrong and I hope he understands soon that your mate is your other half and without them your life means nothing."

We keep talking as we get closer to the pack house were my room is ready for me. All I need is a small room with just enough for my pups to sleep in their cots until they are old enough to have a room of their own that they will share until they want ones of their own.
As I'm thinking about it all my hand rests on my tummy protecting my pups as they sleep. Just hoping I'll be a good father and mother to them all and hopefully not turn out like my dad. I'm gonna show those pups just how much I love them with ever thing I have inside me. All my hopes and dream will become my pups hopes and dream and one day when they ask I will tell them about their dad and if they feel the need to find him I won't stop them doing so. He may not have wanted me because I'm male but I want those pups with every thing I am.

We soon arrive at the pack house and the alpha show me to my room and helps me bring my clothes up too. When he opens the door the room is so much bigger then my old bed room and has room enough for three cots when I get them and even a changing table.
It blue and purple with thick blue carpets, purple bedding, oak wood dressers, desk, with a queen size bed in the middle. It had a big walk in closet and its own bath room which is green and grey with a white bath, toilet, shower, sink. It is a beautiful room and I fell in love with both as soon as I saw it.

"Thanks for the room but it doesn't have to be this big I'd be happy with a smaller room."

"That may be so but as you are with pups and need room for the cot I through this room would be right for you."

"The room is great and I love it, so thank you for everything for letting me join your pack and welcoming me and my pups even if they are not here yet."

"You are welcome. I'll leave you, so you can get cleaned up and ready for your doctor appointment which I'll be taking you too as my beta is running the lines and making sure no rogues have crossed it."

"Thanks I'll see you in a little while."

After he left I unpacked my things before showering and getting dressed, just as I was about to get dress a knock comes on my door and opens and their stands my soon to be alpha looking se*y even though he will never match Dante he is still very handsome and se*y."

"Sorry I didn't mean to just walk in after I knocked, I'll remember next time to wait until you say enter."

"It's fine, don't worry about it, I unpacked before showering if I had waited I would be dress and not still in a towel."

You can just start seeing my baby bump which shouldn't be showing yet but because I have three pups inside me and one is the next alpha of the Golden Lily pack. Which will happen one day because their is nothing I can do about that unless he doesn't want to take over that pack and if he don't I will understand why not. Until that day comes which will be his choose not mine. I will ask the alpha of this pack to help me with that so he knows what it takes to be alpha of a pack.