The Alpha's Ballad

Chapter 17

Chris Hemsworth as Nathaniel Black

(Song Daughtry - Start of something good)
Only listen when u see listen to song

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Nathaniel POV

It's been a week since the pups were born and that I found out that Xander is my mate too, let me say I was surprised about that I mean I have a mate so why would I have another, I still don't understand it but after hearing that voice I think I understand a little bit better, but I won't understand it all until the voice explains it to me. sometime after hearing it I think I maybe going mad but I'm not.

Anyway the pups are doing well and growing fast Lukas is growing faster then his brother and sister because he will be alpha, Kenzie is the smaller of the two and Adrien is just a bit smaller then his brother. When we put them down to sleep we put them all in the same cot and every night they cuddle together so because of that I will only put them in their own cots when they are to big to sleep in the same one. All of them are beautiful and sometimes I still don't believe they are mine, how could someone like me have something so beautiful as my pups.

Xander is great with them and if I'm asleep and they wake up he feeds them and changes them before putting them back to sleep. We haven't mated yet because I'm not ready too and he understands that but I can see it sometime when I look into his eyes that he wants to make me his but he won't until I'm ready. It's just that right now I need to look after my pups and when they are older then we can mate but until then all we do is kiss and cuddle, he has moved into my room as his room is just a little smeller then mine. After we got back from the hospital he move his things in and now ever night he hold me in his arms and I feel so much love that I can't believe my life had turned good. (song above listen now)

"Good morning sexy."

"Your the sexy one not me. I have to start working out again to get my body back not that I miss having them inside me because I do. I just need my body back as I wasn't able to work out and really swim like I did before because of the pups but now I can and starting today I'm going to start working out like I once did."

"No matter what your still sexy to me and always will be with or without a sexy body."

I pull him to me and kiss him just like I have wanted to since finding out he's my mate, we only pull apart to catch our breath. I love him so much but I still feel a big part of me is missing and I know which part it is and that's being in Dante arms too. When the voice told me I will never be whole without him I know what she said is true because I feel it every time we touch.

"You feel it too don't you."

"Yes the feeling of not being whole yes I feel it but I guess ours isn't as bad as Dante's."

"Why you say that."

"We have the pups with us, he doesn't know about them but his wolf does, you think we don't feel complete but still there is a part missing, for us it's one part missing but for him its five. So he must feel so numb right now inside and he doesn't know why."

"I never thought of it like that before but I guess your right, it must be so much worse for him."

"I guess we won't have much choose when the pups are older we will have to go to him as he doesn't know were I am, not unless he, no he wouldn't have done that."