The Alpha's Ballad

Chapter 34

Chris Hemsworth as Nathaniel Black

(Song by Rascal Flatts - Bless the Broken Road)

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Nathaniel POV

As I think about how my life is now from what it once was only one song comes to mind which is 'bless the broken road' and the reason being is because of the heart ache I faced after my mate rejected me even if he didn't say the word the way he was back then was a rejection within its self. Yet looking back now my life was blessed even then and I didn't even know it was and that's because from the moment I was born I was blessed by the moon herself until the moment I had my first pups and then the moon blessed them too.

This is why that song means a lot to me, my mates are my world and even if I got lost along the way I was still shown my way to my second mate Xander and then back to my first mate Dante even if it was him that came looking for me. I left clues behind for him to follow but only if he found the diary I kept as I grow up and how from a young age I loved him. I am so happy I did because now I have the men of my dreams both of them are all I ever wanted and more.

"Hey baby you ok you were out of it for a while." (Dante)

"Yeah I'm fine just thinking of something which you may find a little silly."

"I would never find anything you think about as silly at all, you, Xander and our pups are all I ever wanted and need." (Dante)

"It's about a song that I think matches my life from the moment I left you until the moment we were back together."

"Does that include me also." (Xander)

"Yes it does it include both of you because being rejected lead me here to you and then it lead Dante to both of us and his pups."

"Which song or do I already know which one." (Xander)

"I think I know which one it is also." (Dante)

"I think you both know which one it is as I still listen to it now and even sing it while I'm doing house work."

"Bless the broken road." (Xander & Dante)

"Yeah it's silly I know but it just gets me thinking about how my life would be if I hadn't been rejected in the first place."

"You wouldn't have met me for one." (Xander)

"Oh I think we would have just not soon as we did because once you took the alpha seat you would have had to go looking for your mate and when you didn't find them in the US you would have had to look overseas for them and so you would have found us just not as soon as you did."

"That's true I would have, just glad I found you both sooner then I could have if you wasn't rejected and for that I'm happy. Not that I'm saying you being rejected was good because it isn't but I must say I'm glad he did and because of that I found you both sooner then I could have." (Xander)

"I will regret it for every day of my life because back then I was s*x mad and anyone would do as long as I could fu*k someone I was happy, but after my birthday it wasn't the same I wanted the person who made the world move as I buried myself deep inside them until I release inside them without even knowing who that someone was. Now I have two that make my world move and I don't mean just in the bedroom I taking about every moment of every day and I love both of them so much that my life couldn't be any more blessed then it already is." (Dante)

"Good because we all are, we have ten pups and the moon goddess on our side. Hopefully she may one day bless us again so we can have the pups we both want to be able to give to Nate and then my life will truly be filled even though it is now I still feel a little part is missing." (Xander)

"I feel like that too I just hope one day we can give Nate what he has gave to both of us." (Dante)

"Won't it be wrong for two alphas to have pups I always thought that it was their mates job not theirs so even if you two never had pups for me I feel my life is whole because I have all I ever wanted and more."

"I don't care how we get looked at and what people say about us it is something I want to be able to give you so much alpha or no alpha I still want to give you pups even if it's just one I'll be happy." (Xander)

"That's how I feel too I want to gift you what you have gifted us." (Dante)

"We will have to wait and see what happens but no matter what weather you have my pups or not you both are my world and I love both of you so much that I can look back and say I have had a good life and I don't regret a thing."

Soon we all fall asleep after making love to each other and like always I was glad I had my mates beside me holding me close to them. I love both of them so much and our pups I couldn't be happier and I have the moon goddess to thank for that because without her I wouldn't have this life I have now.

"You were always meant to have this life with your mates and pups, so you don't need to thank me at all, your life was always meant to be like this from the moment you were born."

"Thank you great mother."

"Your welcome my son."

For someone who's parent didn't care about them and dumped them on someone else so they didn't have to look after them I would say my life is wonderful and that I can say I'm happy with it all the good and the bad.