The Alpha's Ballad

Chapter 4

Hugh Jackman as Joshua Silver (above) (the golden lily pack)

(Song by Rascal Flatts - Here comes goodbye)
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Nathaniel POV

Today is my birthday and I'm 18 today I hope to find out who is my mate and the father of my pup. I get up and do the things I do everyday before going to school and as I get there and I'm at my locker I hear him at it again why is it alway this closet is it because I'm the only one with a locker here and because of that he thinks it's the best place for him to fu*k his girls in. After I pick up my book for the day so I don't have to come back until the end of the day to put them away. I make my way to my first class but not before I go toilet to be sick. While I'm doing that I hear the door open and my wolf starts going mad and I know why he is our mate just walk in. I try staying in there until he leaves but he doesn't he knocks on the door asking, 'hey you okay in there.'

"Yeah I'm fine just an upset tummy that's all."

"Then why are you at school if your not feeling well."

"Because I like school and don't want to miss out even if I'm ill."

"Come out here so we can talk I don't like talking with a door in the way."

When he says that I open the door not looking at him because I don't want too see who it is."

"Your a wolf but I don't think I have ever met you before are you new or do you belong to a different pack."

"No I belong to the Golden Lily pack and I have since the day I was born."

"How can you belong to my pack and I don't know who you are."

"Nobody knows who I am not even my mum and dad, and no one from the pack even knows I'm alive."

"How come."

"It's how it's always been I live in the pack house as my parents didn't want me living with them and I've been at the pack house for as long as I can remember."

I feel his hand under my chin as he lifts my head up so I'm looking in his eyes and as he does that I feel the same sparks as I felt on the night of Dante's party. When our eye met I hear Blaze saying mate.

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Dante's POV

I wake up do my normal morning things, jump in my car and go to school like always I have s*x before class but this time before I go to the room I go toilet and while I'm going pee I hear someone being sick. Yet that alone won't make me want to stay and see if they are all right it was the smell of wild flowers and coffee, once I smell that my wolf Shadow jumping about in my head I knock on the door. 'hey you okay in there.'

"Yeah I'm fine just an upset tummy that's all."

"Then why are you at school if your not feeling well."

"Because I like school and don't want to miss out even if I'm ill."

"Come out here so we can talk I don't like talking with a door in the way."

When I said that he opens the door not looking at me so I don't see who it is.

"Your a wolf but I don't think I have ever met you before are you new or do you belong to a different pack."

"No I belong to the Golden Lily pack and I have since the day I was born."

"How can you belong to my pack and I don't know who you are."

"Nobody knows who I am not even my mum and dad, and no one from the pack even knows I'm alive."

"How come."

"It's how it's always been I live in the pack house as my parents didn't want me living with them and I've been at the pack house for as long as I can remember."

I put my hand under his chin and lifts his head up so I'm looking in his eyes and I feel sparks running thought my hand and up my arm. When our eye met I hear Shadow saying mate.

I look into his green eyes and I feel my world stop and it's just me and him no one else. But this is not what I want I don't want to be mated to a male I want to be mated to a female, I want to keep having s*x like I have been doing for years now and I don't plan on stopping not even for him.

'Don't you dare reject him for those girls who can't keep their legs closed and fu*k ever guy that they lay their eyes on, DON'T YOU DARE.'

'Sorry Shadow but I can't be with a guy I love girls too much to give them up, hate me all you want but I am going to reject him even though he is so handsome, s*xy, and the most s*xy guy I have ever laid my eyes on.'

'Why did I end up with someone like you who can't give up pu*sy for our mate.'

With that Shadow closed our link so I can't hear him any more. I look into his eyes one last time before I step away from him and ask him, "what is your name?"

"Nathaniel Black"

"Then I'm sorry Nathaniel but, 'I Dante Silver, soon to be alpha of the Golden Lily pack, reject you Nathaniel Black as my mate and future Luna of the Golden Lily pack.'

After I say those words I leave him in the toilet alone and make my way to my first class and as I sit there I don't regret rejecting him now I can keep doing as I like and forget about him.

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Nate POV

As soon as those word leave his mouth I feel my heart shatter into a million pieces but I don't cry out and let him know how much it hurts I just leave and go though the rest of the day like I always do but only now when I hear him in that closet with those girl my heart breaks even more and I feel a pain so deep that it takes everything in me not to scream out and give in to the pain.

'I'm sorry Nate wish I could stop the pain you are feeling because I feel it too, but we will make it together because we have a pup inside us and even if it is a part of him it is more a part of us, so let us be strong for our pup and after the doctor appointment we will leave and move far away from here and be happy with our pup.'

'I'll try Blaze for our pup he/she needs us to be strong for them so we will.'

"I'm glad I have you as my human I love you Nate.'

'I'm glad your my wolf and I love you too Blaze.'

When school was over I go home do some home work, clean then cook dinner before eating and going to my room to finish my home work. I go for my swim then work out before going back to my room to do my nightly thing before getting in bed and hearing him at it again. I ignore the pain and let darkness take me as I dream about how my life could be but never will be because our mate rejected us.

When I wake up while in the shower Shadow says, 'I talk to Dante wolf before we fell asleep last night and he said he is so sorry for how Dante treated us and that he doesn't reject us and that he loves us both and he wants to be with us.'

"Thanks Blaze does he know about the pup or not."

"Yes he knows about it but he will not tell Dante because he doesn't deserve to know after the way he treated us, he also said he will understand if you need to leave because of all this but to always remember he loves us even if Dante doesn't."

"I like his wolf I'm just sorry he ended up with Dante as his human."

"Me too, I will leave so you can finish up and if you need me just call and I'll be there."

"Thanks Shadow."

With that he closes our link until I need him. I finished doing my morning thing before going down and cooking breakfast before eating and then leaving for school. Two more days and then I go to the doctors and after that I will leave as in about another week I will start showing and he will be able to smell his pup and that is something I don't ever want him to know.