The Endless Forever

Part 11

Jordan was lay spread eagled across the bed, his eyes red and raw from crying. My shoulder had a wet patch.

"Im sorry." I whispered, pulling off the jeans. "I must be the worst person alive right now."

"No." He sniffled. "You didnt know, and I was way longer than you expected me to be."

I chewed my lip, climbing next to him, the Black Veil Brides t shirt he gave me earlier still hanging off my body.

"I hope you realize how bad I feel Jordan." I was tearing up again and my voice was starting to get all wet and bubbly like it does when I get a cold. I turned around so Jordan didnt see me cry.

I hardly ever cried. Ever. The last time I cried was when I broke my arm in year three because Charlotte pushed me off the slide, and even then I didnt cry alot.

But now; now I felt full on sobbing starting to build up in my throat.

"Alexs?"

I didnt even dare open my mouth to breathe in case I started howling.

"Alexs answer me." His arms linked around my stomach, pulling me into him.

No. I would not break down in front of him.

I tried to turn even further so my face was in the pillow, but Jordan was stronger. He flipped me onto my back so I was staring right into his eyes, his jet black hair falling across his porcelain skin.

"Are you crying?" He asked softly. I needed to focus on something to take the need to cry away. I decided to concentrate facial features; especially his eyes.

They were a sunny green, like when sun shines down on grass. They had strokes of blue running throughout the iris, and the greens and blues deepend to a rich emerald and misty sapphire near the pupils.

His eyes were outlined by thick lashes that fanned out in all directions. His hair, black and tinged with electric blue at the ends, sat across his cheekbones perfectly. He had a gold nose ring in his right nostril.

"What are you staring at?" He mumbled, his ivory skin turning a pale pink at his cheeks.

It worked, I was completely distracted on the fact that I had probably hurt one of best friends by being a selfish idiot. No, no, dont think about it, I told myself. Concentrate on his face.

"Your face." I reached up to brush my fingers across his face to make sure he was real and not something I had dreamed up to get rid of reality.

His eyes flickered to my fingers running along his cheekbones, a questioning smirk on his face.

"You've got such beautiful eyes." I struggled to put the sentence the right way without sounding like I wanted to kiss him there and then. Which I did.. sort of.