Military heart

waiting

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*********mr.monixx************

        As I looked at her goregous body. she remind me of erica my last secretary. why the good ones are always the first to go I thought.

as I waited for the repair man to come and fix the elevater. I sat down on the seat sofa that was in the elevater. I looked at her phone pieces. well it could be fix.

    I studied the phone and looked at its technology. I remembered this from my teen years. I took technology class. I pushed the chip in its slots. then put the pieces back and the batterey. then the back piece.

          Great its fixed um mrs.brooks I said. she turned around yes she squeaked. I saw the fear in her eyes. I wasn't going to hurt her. yet.

I fixed your phone for you I said. thank you she said and smiled a little.

         Well adleast I got a smile out of her. I have a plan to make her fall in love with me. then well well see how the plan goes. she took the phone then turned it on. I watch her dial numbers. hey.....no not yet.....the elevater stuck...hehe yeah I'm fine.....yeah......have you?........ok well when I get home I'll make it......ok I'll see you later.....bye she said and ended her call.

      So how long? she asked me. I was about to say something when the elevater made noise.bzzzzz. now the elevater was fixed and running. then*ding*. I heard her breath a sigh of relief.

           The doors slides open and I saw joe our repairman. thank you I said to him. no promblem he said. then put the button back on the wall. I saw a liz hugging a buff man. she nodded her head at him as they was about to leave. see you tomorrow mrs.brooks I said to her.

      She nodded at me and walked away. I said good night to joe and drove home. on the way home only one person was on my mind.

**************liz****************

         I waited patiently n afraid for the elevater to start. its creepy enough that everywhere I go he's there. maybe I should quit. no liz you have work too hard for this.

     If only my phone didn't break. it felt like the walls are closing in.I kept trying to quiet my rapid heartbeat.

        um mrs.brooks mr.monixx said. I turned around yes I squeaked. I was so scared. I fixed your phone for you he said. thank you I said and smiled a little. I took the phone and called george.

         Hey I said to him. are you coming he asked me. no not yet I said why?he asked me. the elevater stuck I said.are you ok he ask me worriedly. hehe yeah I'm fine I said nervously.well did you eat yet he asked me. yeah have you I asked him. yeah lunch,but not dinner he said.ok well when I get home I'll make it I said. ok he said.ok I'll see you later. ok he said bye I said.

       So how long I asked mr.monixx. then I heard the elevater make noise. my heartbeat quicken. then the elevater moved down. I breathe a sigh of relef. then the doors open. I got out and saw george with a worried look.

             I walked over to him and hugged him. scared? he asked me. yeah I sighed. well its ok your safe now he whispered in my ear. I hugged him tighter. I just feel the same warmth as him. is that weird I thought.

       Come on you must be exhausted he said. I nodded and we walking toward the front doors. till mr.monixx said see you tomorrow mrs.brooks. I nodded at him. I just have a bad feeling when I'm around him.

          I climbed into his car and laid on the seats. then he turned his heater on. put on warm clothes tomorrow its gonna snow george said. I nodded at him and relax in the warmth. I mustve fell asleep,because I felt myself being carried.

           Then I heard the door closed. I open my eyes and saw we was inside the living room. then I remembered george didn't eat dinner. george can you put me down? I asked him. he nodded and put me down.

          so what would you like? I asked him. no I'm fine get some rest you have work tomorrow he told me. no let me make you a snack I said. I'll make it you get some sleep he said. but-liz he said sternly. fine squidward I grumbled.

         He chuckled and pinched my cheeks. I scoffed and pushed his hands away. you are so cute I heard him say. my eyes went wide. did I hear that right I thought. maybe I do need some sleep I thought.

        ok well night I said. night he said then  he kissed my forehead. I felt something on it. I rubbed my forhead and saw it was mustard

you got mustard on my forehead I said.

       oh fowry he said with sandwhich in his mouth. I giggled its alright I said. I walked over to the fridge and got him water. I set it on the cofee table for him. thnx he said. no prob I said. I went to get a napkin and came back to sit on the couch beside him.

      what are you doing? he asked me I didn't answer him I got the napkin and wiped the mustard off his chin. you could've told me I had something on my face he said. I know but I wanted to take care of you,you are like a baby I said.

        Well I'm a cute one he said. see you admitted your a baby I giggled. then he grabbed my wrists gently and pinned me on the couch. take it back he said. I shook my head. what cat got your tongue he said. I rolled my eyes and sticked out my tongue.

        haha your such a child he said I am not I said ah yes she talk no he said in a french accent. I giggled at that. you are too cute he said. I blushed and look away. we looked at each other eyes. I smiled then my heart started beating fast.

       I looked at every part of his face. then my eyes stayed on his lips. I lokked back at him and saw him coming closer. I wanted to kiss him,but I have to know what I feel for him and why do I feel like this?.

          I just can't I thought. I hated myself for doing this,but I need to figure this out. um I think its time for bed I said. he stopped moving and leaned back. I thought I saw sorrow in his eyes for a second.

       Ok well I'll clean this up you go to bed he said. he was coming for a kiss to my forehead,but he hugged me instead. I felt sad from that. night he said as he started cleaning. he didn't even look at me. night I said and walked upstairs.

          I went into my room and saw the clock 2:30a.m. wow I was their longer. I sighed and needed to relax. so I went and took a hot shower and thought about what I did and what just hapen.

after I finished the shower I put on pajama shorts and a tank top. I climbed into bed and cover myself.I think the only reason I acted like that was because I was confused of my feelings.

           I keep comparing him to jack maybe the feeling I have for jack I'm mistaking it for feelings for george. as I kept in pondering over this. my head started hurting. there's only one thing to do. I fell asleep with the one thing I knew I would have to do.

WAIT

so what did you butterflies think?

so I wrote all this on my phone. I apologize for any errors. so have a

good thanksgiving night

vanessa/Butterflymama<3