A Flowering Girl

Bankrupt

I wish that one day i open my eyes and realise it was only just a dream
Lie to me if you have to, and tell me the cake is bitter because of the cream
Shatter, deceit, shame, its a blue sky turned grey
What i see is a scavengous animal looking for rotten prey
This thing you have hooked on hurts me
Call it love for it or anonymous, it makes me thirsty
I am thirsty to see your actions crucify you
I was conceited and naive but i'm older now
To you i want to get closer but i don't know how
Not when you're like that, you care for nothing but yourself
And i? I want to show you how ruthless i can be to myself
I want to thank you for showering your blessings upon me
And really taking time and effort to understand me
Its so bad i cant do the same
All because you've left me in shame
I know we've been friends for like four minutes
But you have made me cherish the you and me moments
But now, you disgust me, and i hate you
The furiousity i have burning in me, you have no clue
So i'm telling you now to forget this mad black woman
For ever having me as a friend because i need no lesser man
I want my fearless man back, my armour
You might think this is some kind of rap, the rapper
Word is i don't even rap, they call me Dolce the unwrapper
I unwrap the napkins of your disappointment
I dress you up wit a diper with a vent
I see you're a rotten dirty animal, not fresh
All covered up, you wound by deceitful mesh
I'm easy to love, you just hit the wrong button
And left us with no trust to hang on to and float on
Our ship has been sunk
Our friendship has been bankrupt, we got no money in the bank