A Flowering Girl

Episode

If there was no heaven or hell
It wouldn't be bad if i fell
I would let go and not cry
And wish for another day
Where things would go my way
I would give up in seconds
Because i would go to rest
Where i don't have to be the best
I wouldn't shed a tear
Because i would nolonger fear
I always try to move on
But nothing works out i always get tangled
I remember all the words you say
When i all i wish is that i didn't hear it the right way
But there it is clearly
What you think of me
What you want me to become
Just a living memory i would have been
But i guess it wasn't my time because i'm still here breathing
When i wanted that day was to end it
I think I've cried enough and all my pain and hurt
I lock up and swallow the key
Because now I've learnt never to let anyone close to me
Because I'll just be broken, its time to grow
This is my episode of being cold its my time to glow