It's not my fault
I never chose to be in love with you
I never told my feelings to never die
I didn't choose not to move on
It just happened
I never planned it out
I didn't even know one day I'd meet you
I had no idea you even existed
Or that you'd love me once then go
Or that I'd feel this much pain over thoughts of you
It just happened
I never knew that at 22 id have drama
Feel emotional constipated over you
Or find myself frustrated cuz I can't have u
It's not my fault that I'm ever upset because you never give me the attention
I'm just not used to being without you
Please understand that I didn't plan for this
It just happened
Now that you know it just happened
Don't be a jerk about it
Take advantage of me and use me because
You know anytime you call I'll be in your arms
I just want to be at peace with you
I'm sorry if it's hard to ask but please be there
I need you to let you go
I swear I won't try to make you like me
I just want peace and be your friend
Kinda like rewinding how it started
From friends to friends with benefits to an item
Since we nolonger an item let's move from friends with benefits to just friends
Let's.
It's the only thing that's gonna involve you and me
It's not my fault that I feel this way
YOU ARE READING
A Flowering Girl
PoetryThese are poems of a girl as she goes through various stages and processes in her teen life before she natures into a woman's. Love, hope, pain, and growth among other things are constantly present in this transition.
