The Stripper

Pushed Away

It was now Friday which meant Kendrick would be coming over to get Josiah. I can't believe it's almost been a week with of us not communicating or seeing each other unless it's related to the kids. I really missed Kendrick , but lately I've been feeling like he doesn't want me anymore. Kendrick has been pushing me away from him. I dont know how much longer I can go without answers. " Come on baby" I had just got off the phone with Kendrick he said he was on the way and he was bringing food. I was starting to wonder if he was only bringing food to Josiah but that may cause an argument so I decided not to ask. " daddy coming mama?" Josiah asked while tugging on my maxi dress. I looked down and smiled at him " yes baby he's almost here , did you brush your teeth ?". He opened his mouth wide and pointed to his small baby teeth " yes mommy see". I chuckled " good job baby" I pinched his chubby dimpled cheeks. The doorbell rung and I knew it was Kendrick. I took a deep breath before opening the door. Once I opened it Kendrick had two large bags of food from Red Lobster's. He was dressed casual in a blue polo tee and black true religion jeans and a pair of Gucci sneakers complicated his outfit. " sup " his tone was very nonchalant. I really didn't feel like dealing with the bullshit so I ignored his greeting. " daddy! Daddy! " Josiah yelled while running to him. Kendrick managed to life Josiah into his arms " what's up boy" he kissed his cheek. " what's that" Josiah pointed to the food. Kendrick and I shared a chuckle , seafood is one of Josiah's favorite food. I followed Kendrick into the kitchen and grabbed plates and forks from the cabinets. " what'd you get" I eyed Kendrick as he sat the bags onto the table. " nothing for you" he smirked. I really wasn't in the mood for games , I found a knife and threw it at Kendrick's chest. He looked shocked and surprised that I would throw such thing at him. The knife created a mid size hole in his shirt. He clenched his jaw as he looked at me in pure anger. " feed my son" I smiled and walked out of the kitchen. If he wanted to play games then we could because the shit he is doing is really pushing me away. I will never kiss a man ass in order for him to act right.