Naalala mo pa ba yung first love mo? How about your 2nd... 3rd... 4th...?. If we will think about it, a single heart can be turned into a hundredfold, depending on how many times it got hurt. It's true that amidst us are floating and broken hearts...
Day 60 na. Rey is gone for almost 3 months now. But everyday, Liam still hopes that one day, it wil be her knocking on their door. Na instead na si Gina ang nasa pintuan eh si Rey. Liam remembered the pain the first time Gina came into their house and announced that she's taking Reys place from that day on. He felt pain, sadness, and regret all together that day. He remembered vividly everything: Rey walking on the street and waving her hand but he was so confused that he ignored her completely. Yun na pala yung last day.
"The most difficult part was day 1 without Rey and the truth that I'll never see her again unless I look for her. Yung I went back to all our stories nung bago pa lang siya dito sa bahay. Yung we became friends after a while na pagiging aso't pusa namin. We were so happy that time. I felt so excited to go home despite all the activities at school and the stress of managing a business as well. Rey will start teasing me the moment she opens the door.
I really don't know what happened but our relationship changed. Maybe because I chose to be a faithful boyfriend to Jessica when she stayed in our house? I still don't know the truth during that time. But the moment I found out, I went out to look for Rey. What is it again they say when you actually lost something more evaluable while making sure that you don't lose what you currently have? Does stupidity weigh more than regrets? Or it equals one another? Or pain outweighs both? Because that's what I felt when I can no longer trace where she moved from their house in Quezon City. Akala ko kasi madali ko siyang makikita kung hahanapin ko ulit siya. Yun pala hindi na. Yun pala she'll be my one that got away."
Day 60. For Rey it was more painful.
" Para kasing nauna akong nagmahal, nag expect na baka si Liam might have the same feelings for me. But when Jessica came, I realized that he was just being nice and friendly to me, maybe a sisterly kind of love? Gosh! I never cried so much in mylife but everyday, I still have to go there and see them together. It was really painful especially to pretend that okay lang ako kahit na biglang nagbago si Liam. But yun nga. It's just me dahil I fell in love with him. Siya hindi naman.
I will never forget that day when destiny intervened and slapped me in my face. Hoy! Gising Rey! How will I ever forget that day I accidentally saw Liam and Jessica at the OB-gyne clinic.Nope. They didn't see me. I have a gut feeling why they went there but deep in my heart I hoped it wasn't about that. When I found out, I cried a river, literally and figuratively. I really cried a river."
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