I Can't Live Without You [COMPLETED]

|17| I Need My Memories

She stands up trembling.

"Jin Sung please tell me the truth. It's not funny."

I wish I was lying.

"I'm sorry", I can't remember her name,"I don't remember who you are."

I see a man standing at the door.

"Jin Sung?"

"No!"

The girl falls to the floor and cries.

"Why does this always happen to us? Why can't-"

She stops trying to breath.

The man who was at the door runs over to her.

"Seo Yeon calm down we'll figure something out-"

"Why can't I just love him? Why must everything in this hell like world disturb our love?!"

The man begins to cry as a few doctors run in.

"I'm so sorry Seo Yeon."

...

1 Month Later

Another day..

And I'm still not me.

I open my eyes and check my clock only to see it's 3 a.m.

Why can't I ever sleep?

I get up and walk downstairs but when I get down there I see Sung Joo sitting at the kitchen table.

"Can't sleep?"

"Yeah", I say reaching into the fridge for a bottle of
water.

I sit down next to Sung Joo.

Of course he's drinking at 3 in the morning.

I was told Sung Joo wasn't a big drinker until I lost my memory. I feel bad because it's my fault he's like this but he says it's fine because it calms him.

He's just washing his emotions away with liquor.

"Why don't you ever come down here? I always hear you up at this time but you stay in your room."

"I don't know", I say,"I feel like if I'm in my room maybe I'll remember something."

"Hmmm", he says tapping his glass,"I honestly think the best way for you to recall anything is to hang around Seo Yeon more... not like that would happen."

I kill Seo Yeon every time she sees me.

She can't handle being around me so I live with Sung Joo.

I remember the day I was released..

Seo Yeon begged Sung Joo if I could stay with her but we both knew she wouldn't be able to handle it.

It's for the best I guess..

Now we only meet once a week.

I still don't remember her.

"What about this", says Sung Joo,"What about this Saturday you, Seo Yeon, and I all go back to the hospital apartments? Maybe you'll remember something."

"Sure."

I hope I do.

Cause honestly living like this is like living in hell.

I just want my life back.

I just need my memories.