What Am I To You

Chapter 9

I slept in really late on Saturday as I had been out with Tae the previous night and I needed my beauty sleep after all. Afterwards I studied history because I did have a history test on Monday and you all know me and grades. I also spent time with my sister Hyerin and with my family. On Sunday I went out with Eunsol because she wanted to know everything that had happened during our last date and it was too much to say over the phone. We sat down in a café and talked for hours and then we did some shopping. I mean we are girls^^.

"Ooh you should buy this for Taehyung." Eunsol said as she held up a slutty black dress.

"Hahah, thanks but no thanks." 

Afterwards I went back home and studied some more history. I texted Taehyung and he said that he would have loved to do something together on the weekend but his family had wanted to go somewhere so he couldn't. And that's pretty much how my weekend was. 

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I had to drag myself out of bed on Monday morning. I had to drag myself to my sister's school and to my school. Monday's are always the worst and I mean the worst. Our history test was first lesson so I went to class a couple of minutes early to go over my notes. Slowly everyone else started flooding in including Taehyung and his gang. 

"Hey Yoona!" Jimin greeted.

"Good morning!"

"Ah last minute studying." Namjoon asked. He was so smart he didn't even need to study but he pretended like he did.

"Yeah."

"I didn't study at all." Jungkook confessed but he didn't seem worried at all. I must have looked a little puzzled because in that moment Hoseok answered.

"He copies from me and Seokjin."

"Ahh I see." I said and waved to Eunsol as she had just walked in.

"Yah, you'll do fine. You are my super smart and beautiful girlfriend after all." Taehyung said and he kissed me on the head. I smiled at him but then everyone had to take their seats because the teacher walked in. 

The test itself was pretty easy. Well at least I thought so. Yoongi seemed to have thought so as well, because he was done in forty minutes and then fell asleep on his desk. I looked to Jungkook a couple of times and saw him glancing at Seokjin's and Hoseok's papers constantly. Jeez how does this kid not get caught. I giggled slightly and then concentrated on my work again. 

After the test we had a small break so Eunsol and I headed to the bathroom. We then decided to go to our lockers and get our bags for the next lesson but Eunsol realised that she had forgotten her phone in the stall so she ran back to get it. 

"You go on ahead. Wait for me by the lockers." She said

"Okay sure."

I started walking back to our lockers. There weren't many people in the hallway so it was pretty easy to distinguish their voices when I heard them. It was Taehyung and the rest of his friends. I walked towards their voices and saw then standing in a classroom in a small circle. Tae was the one who was talking.

"Guys, I want to call off the bet. I know it was just a game at first but I don't want to hurt Yoona. I really love her and I want to be with her. She can never find out though."

"Okay if that's how you feel about her then the bet is off." Hoseok said "Yay now we all can keep our pocket money." He laughed

"But...did you do it?" Yoongi asked, "Did you 'do it' with her?"

"No of course not." But Taehyung never finished his sentence because that's when I interrupted

"A bet? That's all I ever was to you? A bet?"

"Yoona!?" They all gasped and spun around to face me.

"You asked me out because of a bet?" I had tears in my eyes

"Yoona please listen to me." Taehyung asked

"EVERYTHING YOU EVER SAID TO ME WAS A LIE" My voice was rising and the tears were streaming down my face now.

"Yoona, it's true. At first we made a bet with Tae or you could also call it a dare. We dared him to 'do it' with you. You're not a popular girl so we thought that he would never succeed but he fell in love with you Yoona. He really loves you. You heard him asking to call of the bet and we all agreed because we realise that it was a stupid thing to do and that he really cares for you." Jimin tried to explain and to reason with me but I was too upset.

"YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME, YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD NEVER HURT ME" My heart felt like it was going to shatter. "I LOVED YOU, I TRUSTED YOU." 

"Yoona please." Taehyung pleaded.

"Just what am I to you Kim Taehyung?" 

"Yoona." He had tears in his eye as he took another step towards me.

"NO. Stay away from me. I never want to see you again. We're over but that doesn't even apply because there never was a real us. I was just a bet to you." I turned around and started running towards the bathroom. The tears couldn't stop running down my cheeks and I had an aching pain in my chest. I heard fast footsteps behind me so I thought it was the boys running after me. I rounded the corned and crashed into Eunsol.

"Yah, Yoona!" She said rubbing her forehead, "Omo, what happened? Why are you crying."

"It was bet Eunsol. It was all just a dare. He never really loved me." I collapsed in her hands and she took me to the bathroom. I cried my heart out in her lap and told her everything. 

"That jerk! I'm going to kill him! He doesn't deserve you Yoona. He's just a douche bag who thinks he can do whatever he wants." She stroked my hair as we sat huddled in the girls bathroom.

"Come on. Let's go home. We'll go to your place and spend the rest of the day together. I'll call your parents and kindly ask them to pick up your sister today because you aren't feeling well. You aced your test and you don't even have vocal so come on let's go."

She picked me up and we walked to the infirmary together. Eunsol said that I wasn't feeling well and that she would take me home. The nurse said that she would write a note to our teachers excusing us for the rest of the day and we started towards the gate. Just as we were about to leave we heard rushed footsteps behind us and turned around. It was Taehyung, Namjoon and Yoongi. I don't know where the rest of his friends were but these three must have skipped class.

"Eunsol please let me talk to Yoona." Taehyung asked.

"Why? Don't you think that you have done enough. Don't you think that you have hurt her enough. You broke her heart. Just because you're cool and popular you think that you can shatter people. Well you can't. Stay away from Yoona because I'm never going to let you hurt her again!" 

"I never meat to hurt her!"

"Don't." Eunsol said sharply and we continued to walked. She wrapped her arms around me protectively and took me home leaving the three boys to stand in the afternoon sun.