"You should get some rest," Eric said looking down at me. I was all tucked up in bed naked under my sheets. I tried hard to keep my gaze fixed above his waist band.
"You will stay?"
"Yes, but I am too wind up to sleep just yet. I will do my exercises first," Eric said moving off to do his usual routine before bed.
I sank back into bed and tossed and turned but I could not sleep. It was a while later when I rose to search for Eric. I made it to my open room door and peered out it. The sight that met me had me reeling back. Buck naked Eric was in my lounge room doing push-ups. I almost swooned at the rush of lust that swamped me.
It was all I could do to back track and clamber up my bed. I was panting hard lika a bitch in heat and it was all I could do to get me breathing to some semblance of normallacy.
Eric was just so drool worthy and I could not let him see me so affected like this. I'd seen him naked many times over now but each time it just got harder.
Soon I found myself tossing and turning once again and where before I was all aghast over the happenings of the day now I was in pure uncomfortable lust. I thought longingly of my batterie operated pleasure tool tucked away in a drawer some where gathering dust. I bought it a long while back when frustrations of not having Eric while being constantly in his vicinity was getting to me. But I hadnt used it back then and I couldnt use it now. Not when the object of my frustrations was even now prancing about in his birthday suit in my living room.
Somehow the horrors of the day faded away to leave behind this unexplicable hunger for Eric. I wanted him. I loved him. So why shouldnt I simply have him.
He would be more then willing. He was not too fused over the type of femaled he had in his bed. As long as there was a vagina he could fuck he was content. That was the sole reason I kept myself out of his have fucked before groupies for I had always wanted more for us but now thinking back I realised with sudden insight that life was too short.
Eric may never love me as I live him.He may not even be capable of a love of that kind.
I threw off my covers in sudden determination. I would have him tonigh. I refused to let anyone else be my first. I would give myself to the man I loved and expect nothing in return.
I marched to the door with full determination. The turmoil in my head making me forget yet again that I like Eric was unclothed.
Then I swung out the door and Eric leaped to his feat hearing me come in. His eyes stayed below my neckline so he had not a clue of my intention as I marched up to him, wrapped my hands around his head before I pulled his lips to mine in a heated open mouthed kiss.
After a moment he wrenched away. "I will not take advantage of you in this state," he said huskily.
"Thats okay because I am taking advantage of you," I say adamantly before I beamed up a wide smile at him and pulled his lips back down to mine.
