Don't make fun of me. Ok? No I don't want your opinion on my outfit for tonight. I'm just trying to enjoy a nice and plentiful night with the woman I love.
Yes, of course I love her. Why would you even ask me that? That was a stupid question.
I've proven to her that I love her millions of times. There's no way she doesn't know I love her.
A ring? I already got one. You told me to get one, why did you ask if I have it? I would've gotten one even if you didn't say I should get one.
Yes I'm prepared.
Not for rejection, no.
I don't know why. How do I prepare myself?
Ok. I'll try and "man up" if she says no. Why would she say no, though?
Yes we have been fighting.
She loves me.
Shut up, she said she'll always be there for me.
I trust her word. She promised.
Thanks. I have to go. I can hear her walking over to me room.
Yes, I'm prepared. Now for the last time, shut up.
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State Of Mind | sm + cc
FanfictionShawn Mendes had been formally diagnosed with Schizophrenia and has been having to deal with it his entire life. However, he has become far too afraid to tell his girlfriend, Camila Cabello. All he wants is for her to be happy. All she wants is for...