"Yes and you know how sometimes when I didn't focus in class?" "Yes" I looked down "i was imagining us together" "as in together like we are now? That together?" "Yes" "what did you imagine though" "i umm I imagined us kissing on the swings-" he started kissing me "what else?" He said in between our kissing "well the next thing after us kissing was us falling on the ground and you putting a blanket over us" he stopped kissing me and sat us down under a tree.
"what else?" "We laid down and kissed again" he laid me down gently then started kissing me "mmhmm" "then you started feeling my breasts under my shirt and then always after that you woke me up from it" "damn" he said sitting up "surprisingly this was a lot better than imagining it" he looked down and smiled "you were much gentler than the other times we did it even though we were basically just making out" "yeah i know that's because we are on the ground but if you want i can-" I put my hand over his mouth "don't even think about it" "okay well umm what now?" I sighed "can we just lay here and look up at the clouds please?" "Sure" we walked over to a spot with no trees or anything to block our view of the clouds.
We laid down again "look that one looks like a frog with a mice body" I heard Michael say but i just nodded as he kept pointing out more cloud shapes until he turned over "you okay? Your not speaking much" "yes I'm fine I'm just thinking of...Mason" "I'm sorry I shouldn't have brought you out here" he said getting up and holding his hands out for me to grab "its okay Michael,its better than being locked up in the house" I said grabbing Michaels hands and getting up.
We continued walking around "why do you have to be so upset? You know i hate seeing you upset and crying all the time" "its hard not to be when you've learnt that your own brother has died and you cant meet him" "I know how you feel but I need to see you smile,i need to see that beautiful smile i saw before you learnt about your brother and the smile i saw when we were doing it" i sighed and stopped him from walking.
"Whats wrong? Why'd you stop us?" "I have to admit it to you" "admit what to me?" "I-I'm scared" "of what?" "Of being pregnant and having a child! I'm just not ready" "I know your not and I'm so sorry that I didn't use a condom but i promise from now on i will okay?" "Okay thank you and I'm sorry that I've been acting this way..." He gave me a kiss on the lips then held my hand "its alright sweetie,as long as we're together i will never ever hurt you or be upset with you" I smiled at how sweet he was "thank you for always being there for me" he hugged me "thats what I'm here for baby girl" we unlocked the hug and continued walking home.
Michaels POV
"We're home" She said walking into the house "welcome back you two" her mother said "thank you mother but I'm tired i need to relax" "okay honey" while Michelle walked off to her room i sat down with her mother in the lounge room "Miss Rose..." "Yes Michael?" "The thing about Michelle's brother its ruining us,its ruining mine and her relationship because she hardly ever wants to be around me,i feel like she doesn't even want to be with me anymore" I said leaning back and putting my hands on my face."Michael she just needs some alone time to process it through her mind okay? She does love you she does need someone to make her happy" "I know and i know she loves me and i know that i need to make her happy,I've tried my best to keep her happy but it's just not working" "you know what her favorite thing is to do?" "Work,draw and dance?" "Yes,why don't you teach her a few dance moves or draw together" "I don't know,do you think she would like that?" "Yes because its either you do her favorite things or you just wait for her to be happy again" I sighed "I'm going to go check on her" "okay" I walked to Shelly's room and quietly opened the door.
She was still laying down in her bed just looking at the roof with her hands on her stomach "hey baby" I said sitting down with her,suddenly questions started filling my mid 'who's scarf is that? Why has she been wearing it all day non-stop?' She sighed and looked at me "you want me to leave you alone?" She shook her head and sat up "I'm sorry that I've been like this,I've been trying to enjoy our time together but I can't when I'm so depressed" "I understand" I said about to get up and walk away "hang on" she started packing her bathing suit "what are you doing?" "Packing my bathing suit and my towel in my bag so we can go to the pool" "you want to go to the pool?" "It'll relax me being in water,with you or just by myself" "I umm I don't have anything to wear to the pool" I said looking down and rubbing the back of my neck.
"Thats okay we can stop at your house before the pool" she said walking me out the front door.
I drove to my house and grabbed my pool shorts then ran back to the car "to the pool we go!" I said backing out of the driveway and driving us to the pool.
Halfway there I put my hand on Michelle's thigh "w-what are you doing?"
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Michael Jackson as my high school teacher (2) (Completed)
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