Escape from Tragedy

Chapter 6: I already made my mind up

"NO!!! Your lying..." 

"I'm sorry ma'am. I'm so sorry" 

"No, no, no" I kept telling myself over and over again. This man is lying, he's only saying that because.... NO!! Why?!

"We would need you to -"

"Olivia!" Sophia said shaking me lightly.

"What?" I said opening my eyes and sat up.

"It's just me, you okay?" Sophia asked me.

"Yeah, sorry you scared me. Whats up?"

She just looked at me "breakfast is done. We'll we ordered from the cafe down the street. Come eat" She said getting up from me bed.

"Okay, I'll be down in a little bit" I told her.

When she left, I took a deep breath trying to shake this nightmare off. I hate these "dreams" that show what your reality truly is. I sighed and walked to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. I looked into the mirror and I see the same girl that I was when I first got here, there is no life coming through. I don't even smile the same, my smile is completely fake. The point of moving here is to find myself and to be happy. This new living situation is a complete joke! I need to go to home. 

Everyone is at the table, Logan, Chase, Liam, Amilia and Sophia all eating there food and talking. I made myself a plate of food containing pancakes, bacon and glass of water. I sat down between Liam and Amilia and started eating. 

"What did you think of last night?" Amilia asked me.

"it was totally different" I told her not really in the mood to talk. 

"What do you mean?" Chase asked confused. 

"It's not my cup of tea" I told him. I sometimes don't know about Chase, it's like he forgets we are from two different complete worlds.

"Well you sure did look like your cup of tea" Sophia added.

"Well it wasn't" I told them looking at them all annoyed.  I  got up and walked away. I went to the lounge and called my Aunt Debra. After the third ring she answered.

Aunt Debra: " Morning honey, how are you?" she said happy like she always is.

Me: "I want to come home" I told her and started crying. 

Aunt Debra: "What happened?" 

Me: "Everything, you said that this would be a good move to get over everything and a fresh start. But its been everything but that. I just want to come home" 

Aunt Debra: "Olivia, calm down. What brought this all upon?"

Me: "Aunt Debra, it doesn't matter what brought this upon, its the fact that moving here isn't working and it won't work. I can relocate to Australia and I'll always feel this way. Why can't anyone understand me?" I told her crying harder and harder. Letting it all out for the first time in six months....

Aunt Debra: " I know honey, I know... Can you calm down for me please? Come on breath in, breath out, come on Olivia you need to calm down. Before you get sick" She said calmly and softly. 

Me: "I just want everything to go back the way they were. Why can't that happen?"

Aunt Debra: " I know, and things will once you learn that what happened isn't your fault and you start looking at things new. Remember what pastor said ' certain things happen for a reason, even when we don't get the message'"