Be My Mrs. Choi

0.8: Bad Luck

▪■| For RholaineIrisCalupita |■▪

"You really love him, huh?" She said.

You don't know why but tears started flowing from your eyes.

"Ofcourse. Ofcourse I do. I do, so much." You said nodding as more tears flowed down your cheeks. "I love Choi Seungcheol!"
She hugged you letting you cry on her shoulder. "I know."
"I don't understand, unnie! I want to stay with him, but it feels like I always bring him bad luck. I don't want to be selfish and sacrifice anything he has for my happiness. I'd rather be away from him than let them suffer more." You said sobbing.
"Yah. You're not the reason why he's suffering, ok? We all have our own sufferings. People don't suffer because of someone else. You don't bring him bad luck."
"Then what? What do I bring him?! I can't give him anything good. All I ever gave him is problems."
"You do. You give him love. You make him happy. Y/N, look at me." She said pulling away from you a little. "Vernon oppa told me before I'm his Y/N. You know, he said I brought him happiness ever since he met me. Do you even know how he came up with that idea? Because he saw how happy Seungcheol became when you came into his life!"
"But, I don't want him and Seventeen to suffer anymore."
"We can't avoid that, Y/N-ah. But you know, staying with them and letting them know you're there for them always will be the greatest help you can give. They won't notice the suffering because you're there for them. Do you get it?" She told you.

You nodded. You feel dizzy from too much crying. Your eyes hurt already. She gave you time to calm down and pull yourself together. She smiled at you, but all you can think of is that smile in that fitting room on that handsome idiot's face.

"Are you sure you'll be fine?" She asked you as she help you gather your things in the office.
"Ne. Thanks. Thanks for helping and caring, unnie." You said smiling at her.
"Aish! Your eyes are swollen! Your man will kill me!!!" She said and you laughed.
"I'll kill him if he would do that!"
"As if you can." She said laughing at you.
"I can't ofcourse."
"You even cried thinking of leaving him."
"Who wouldn't?"