Here comes the rain again.

Free at last

My senior year came around and me and my best friend reunited and made up and let the past be the past. Despite having Gal Gadot as a lock screen on my phone I still found my self crying over girls on Friday nights and missing out on the opportunities of football and basketball games all because I was sitting alone with a broken heart. I never told anyone about it how could I my Granpa always taught me to don't let anyone bring you down he was like my father since my old man passed away when I was 9 I couldn't bring myself to tell him what was going on. I kept it all to myself not knowing the pain and hell fire that was boiling in my heart. As if senior year was hard enough the depression and heart break made it worse, I had a few runs of happiness a girlfriend here and there but they didn't last me and Paul ( my best friend) decided to actually make the most of it. We started living or a change and I was actually happy. The rest of senior year flew by like some kind of Breeze rather short but yet some what satisfying. Graduation was nothing special just a fellow good bye well humming good bye to romance by Ozzy Osbourne.

A little movie called batman v superman came out and I remembered something ( this was 2 years later exactly) the thing I remembered was I'm in love kind of like a cute little celebrity crush I just got older. I was so in love with her I had to do something about it but what could I do so I made a Instagram fan account dedicated to her. I could go into how I met all new friends and met the love of my life but I gotta get on with it. Around July of this year I broke out of my cage I conquered the most horrible thing I ever could but yet it felt so amazing. I beat depression I still don't know how but I was not alone I had help from someone special and because of that reason I love her eternally. Gal Gadot helped me beat depression, my heart felt like someone took it and hugged it hugged it so tight I had never felt so amazing. I felt like my life restarted and had given me a second chance a second chance at life another chance to live. You ever feel like your heart wants to dance but it couldn't find the song like it didn't have a reason. I finally found that reason and everything went up i felt like people were chanting rise and I just kept running I started sprinting to the light as fast as I could. And that light was beautiful like the stars all lined up and formed the word hope like the mountains moved because I could make them move. I chanted " woooooooooooo". Because thank you lord I was free at last from it all the pain the powerlessness it was gone all gone. But this was only the beginning the beginning of the time of my life.