torn • jb & yg

f o u r

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i arrived jyp building and had a meeting with park junmyeon aka my boss. the meeting was rather short, he told me i was doing a good job and that if i keep up the good work i could edit one of the episodes of got7's web-series.

i went downstairs to the dining room to get my lunch when i saw nana sitting alone. i walked towards her, she smiled when she saw me coming. 

"hazel, how are you?" she asked pulling a chair for me. 

"i am great. can i sit with you?" i asked and she nodded pointing at the seat next to her.

"we should eat together often." she said and i nodded. it was true i needed more friends here, i was never a girl with lots of friends but i am in a country totally different from the one i was living and some friends could actually make my life easier. 

"i couldn't agree more." we started eating when we heard a bunch of people making a fuss. i saw a big group of boys coming inside the dining room. there were got7 members and more people that i didn't know. i felt nana's eyes on me, i turned and looked at her.

"those are members from 2 pm." i've heard of them but i've never see them in person nor was familiar with their music. 

"i see." i said taking a bite of my bread.

"don't you know them?" she asked while eating her noodles. i shook my head.

"i was their stylist before i was got7's." 

"what happened?" i asked and she shrugged.

"they're always rotating us." she was now looking at the group of boys, i followed her gaze. i saw them talking and eating and my eyes automatically went to jaebum, he looked a bit different today, more lively and he was actually laughing and it seemed genuine. 

"i guess it's probably so that we don't get stuck in the same style with the idols or something like that." she kept saying, but i wasn't looking at her, my eyes were fixed on him. suddenly our eyes met and i quickly looked down at my burger and swallowed hard. jaebum's stares were always too intense for my liking.

"i am sure it's that." i answered to her, trying to act natural so he wouldn't realized that i was looking at them, after a few seconds i dared to look again and this time he was looking at me but he didn't move. he kept looking and me and then clenched his jaw and looked away. i felt so exposed, like a little girl and i hated it.

my phone suddenly started ringing. i looked at the id calling and saw ira's name on it and smiled.

"i have to take this." i said to nana, she nodded and i stepped outside the dinning room.

"hey."

"hey there... god if i don't call you i would have never known if you landed in korea at all."

"please, don't be dramatic. how's everything?"

"fine. i am happy... i can be naked around the house."

"it's not like you wouldn't be naked before, you were naked whenever you wanted."

i said laughing when i opened my eyes i noticed jaebum standing a few meters from me. i opened my eyes widely and swallowed hard. what is he doing here?