torn • jb & yg

t w e l v e

Once we finished recording the video, the boys checked and they approved it. I started packing all the camera parts when I noticed Yugyeom sitting in front of me, he was looking at me and when I looked back at him he moved his head looking away. He was avoiding me.

I felt so terrible at the thought of what I said to him. All the sad memories from that night returned to me. I had lied to him, I had told him that we shouldn't be friends when I don't feel that way at all.

"Yugyeom what's wrong?" I heard JB's voice speaking to the maknae in Korean. Yugyeom looked away and shook his head. "Nothing." He simply answered while locking his arms on his chest.

I tried to look like I was really into my job so they kept talking ignoring me. I noticed Jinyoung and Jackson storming outside of the room, and now it was slightly quiet.

"Tell me so I can help you." JB told Yugyeom but instead of answering, Yugyeom stood and walked away from the room.

JB loud sigh filled the room as he walked out of the door as well, the room filled with tension as the remaining members looked at each other maybe wondering what just happened. I quickened my pace and finished putting everything away before saying goodbye to the remaining members and going outside of the room to take the bags back to the production room.

When I was walking on the hall I heard some voices coming from one of the rooms on the hall. I walked slowly to find JB talking with Yugyeom in one of the rooms. I stood there frozen since the door was opened and if I walked through they will notice my presence and it would be an awkward moment so I stood there with my back on the wall.

I knew overhearing was so rude but I really wanted to know what was wrong with Yugyeom, I've noticed the change on his behavior as well and it worried me.

"I asked you a question and you stormed inside of the room and disrespected me, can you tell mw what the hell is wrong with you?" JB insisted but Yugyeom didn't speak.

"I am trying to be a good leader here Yugyeom but you're making my work harder and harder every day. I am offering you my help and guidance. Tell me what is bothering you so much." He insisted. A loud groan from Yugyeom filled the room and part of the hall.

"I don't want to. Don't worry about me, I am fine-

"You're fine? How can you say you're fine? All the members noticed you lack of energy and you silence during the shooting." JB said.

A few seconds of silenced passed before Yugyeom talked again. "I don't want to talk about it." He said. I was saddened because of the nature of their conversation but beyond impressed with how much my Korean has improved since I got here because they were talking in Korean the whole time I understood most of it.

"What am I supposed to do? I am supposed to help you if you're going through a rough time." JB said.

"I don't need your help hyung." Yugyeom replied. JB loudly sighed. "Is this about that intern?" He asked. I felt my heart beating faster.

Are they talking about me?

"The intern has a name." Yugyeom answered. "I couldn't care less." JB replied.

What?

He was being nice with me and now he talks about me this way?

"Well I do. Her name is Hazel noona and yes, this is about her." Yugyeom replied and JB's rage took over him as he groaned again.