torn • jb & yg

t h i r t y

"From hyung... Why?" He asked taking another step backwards. I stood there without moving, I just see him away from me every time I open my mouth.

"I am sorry Yugyeom-

"Why were you running away from him?"He asked serious now. I could see his face becoming slowly red of anger.

If I tell him the truth he'll never forgive JB and I'll be the reason why they'll start having problems. I swallowed hard.

"I... I-" My voice cracked and he nodded, pressing his lips in a thin line.

"Did he do something to you?" He asked now coming closer to me, I shook my head quickly.

"Tell me Hazel, don't think I am stupid!" He exclaimed grabbing my arms and shaking me a bit.

"No, Yugyeom he didn't-" He didn't let me finish.

"Then what? What is it? Why were you running in the woods?" He asked almost yelling now.

"I – I – I kissed him." I said, with all the courage I had in my body in that moment. He opened his eyes widely and his grip tightened around my forearms. I grimaced in pain and he let go of my arms as he took a couple of steps back.

"Yugyeom- I said as I raised my hand to touch him but he shove my hand away.

"You kissed him?" He asked. I could see the pain in his eyes, they were glassy.

Please don't cry, Yugyeom...

I only nodded as I covered my face in embarrassment. I didn't kissed him, he kissed me but if I tell the truth I fear for what could happen between them and to GOT7.

"You're lying." He said but I shook my head.

"I am sorry Yugyeom, I am really sorry-

"That doesn't explain why you were running..." He said.

"I freaked out after he broke the kiss, he pushed me away and I started running, I swear, I am so sorry. I am so ashamed." I said as I cried.

He shook his head while blinking multiple times. He sighed heavily and walked faster, passing next to me. I turned around and yelled his name, he stopped walking and without looking at me he finally spoke.

"I don't want to talk nor see you ever again, we're done." He said opening the door and slamming it behind him.

I felt my soul leaving my body, I threw myself on the floor in fetal position and cried the whole night.

***

"Hazel-ah!" I heard a loud knocking on my door. I opened my eyes and felt an intense pain on my back. I noticed my head was on the floor. I moved a bit and examined the area around, I noticed I was still on my living room's floor. I stood slowly and walked to the mirror on my wall.

My eyes were puffy and my cheeks red. I touched my forehead and it was hot. I have the fever.

"Hazel-ah! Please, we're going to be late for work." I heard Nana knocking on my door again.

I walked towards it and opened it only a bit covering my face. "I don't feel well, can you please tell them I feel terribly sick?" I said and she pouted.