torn • jb & yg

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I returned home and went straight to the shower. I couldn't hold my tears. I felt so bad for Yugyeom and now that he was in trouble with Jaebum because of me, it killed me. After at least an hour of being under the water I stepped outside and put on some comfy clothes. I went to the fridge and grabbed a glass of apple juice and curled up on the couch.

My wet hair was all over the place but I didn't care. Tomorrow was Sunday so it was my free day and I was planning spending it inside because I didn't want to see anyone. I turned on the tv and started watching a variety show and it looked funny but it wasn't lifting my spirit.

I heard someone knocking at my door and I sat back up quickly looking at the door. My hands were trembling.

Who could it be?

I stood from the couch and walked slowly towards the door. I grabbed the handle hesitating and opened it to reveal serious Yugyeom leaning on the door frame.

"Hey." He said smiling sadly. 

"How did you know-

"I knocked on 6 differents apartments until I found yours." He said smiling but I knew he was still sad, his eyes told me. He looked behind me as if he was asking to come in and I cleared my throat.

"Wanna come in?" I asked and he nodded. I stepped aside so he could come inside and closed the door immediately, I follow him as he entered to my living room.

"Your apartment is nicer than ours." He said leaving his jacket on one of the couches. I followed him around without saying a word. He turned around and looked at me.

"You've been crying." He said but I didn't said anything, I just shook my head.

He sighed.

"Is it because of what happened earlier tonight?" He asked, I looked down and walked away. I felt his gaze on me. Even if he was worried, I was ashamed of admitting it. 

"I just... I just came because I couldn't sleep." He said scratching the back of his neck. I could see there was something troubling him.

"Why?" I asked sitting on the couch, he eyed me and sat on the small table in front of me. I pulled up my legs with my knees under my chin, he smiled. 

"Not important." He said shaking his head and punching me gently on my leg.

"Wanna do something?" He asked but I shook my head.

"Did I kill your vibe?" He asked joking but I looked down. "Yugyeom.." I started and he sighed.

"I am fine Hazel. Believe me-

"I feel guilty, I can't help it." He made an expression of annoyance which I found quite funny but still didn't laugh.

"Can you not?" He asked shaking his head while playing with the elastic of my socks, stretching a bit and hitting me softly with the elastic.

"Ouch." I faked the pain; he opened his eyes widely and caressed the spot on my leg. 

"Sorry." He quickly said with a scared expression, he thought he hurt me for real. 

"Yugyeom-

"Please don't. I don't wanna talk about Jaebum hyung." He said standing from the table now, I followed him with my eyes, he ran a hand through his hair.

"Why you stormed like that earlier?" I asked and he shrugged.

"I forgot to feed my cat." He joked and I rolled my eyes. He turned around and faced me.