Beautiful Pain (VIXX WonTaek)

4

'It was him. What should I do?' Ravi thought and massaged his temples.
"Is there something wrong daddy?" the little girl asked and sat down on her fathers lap.
"No it's not sweetie" he said and ruffled her hair.
"You have to stay with your mother. I have to go somewhere" he said and the little girl nodded.
"I have to go. I'll be back soon" he informed the young mother and she nodded. He immediately looked for the nearest hospital and drove there.
"Excuse me is by any chance Jung no I mean Kim Taekwoon in this hospital?" he asked the nurse.
"Are you related to him?".
"He's my husband" he silently said. It was like someone stabbed him right in his chest. He never adressed him as his husband. He only cared for his little girl and her mother. They were together long befor he knew Leo. But she then had to move into another country and they lost every contact. But shortly after his and Leo's honeymoon she called him and told him about his daughter. At first he thought it's a joke but as soon as he saw her he knew she's his daughter but he actually never had the guts to tell Leo. But realization hit him that he hurt him badly. 'What was Leo thinking all the time?' he thought to himself.
'But I can't tell him yet.'
"Alright just wait a little bit. He was involved in a serious car accident. He's still in the OP".
"Thank you" he said and sat down in the waiting room.
'Why him? Maybe I was too selfish? He sure was burdened by my behaviour. Why haven't I realized it earlier?'
All these things were spinning around in his head. He wasn't sure if Leo wants to see him or if he wants to talk with him. But for Ravi it didn't matter know. He knew that he was wrong and he'll do everything to help Leo, just like a husband should.
'Please don't be mad at me Leo. I love you. I do really love you'.
It just wasn't the best timing to get to know that he has a daughter. As soon as Ravi met Leo he forgot about his relationship with her and thought he'll never see her again. Also they used protection but this little girl he visited so often, really is his daughter and he knows that he has to take care of her. But on the other hand is the man he wants to spend his whole life with. But he probably lost him forever with what he has done.
'Please Leo, I need you. I will tell everything to you when the right time comes. But please stay with me'.
Finally the first tears rolled down his cheek as he realized what he has done to Leo. He prayed that his husband will survive and that he will forgive him.
He sat there for already 3 hours without any update on Leo's status.
'Please don't die'.
"Kim Wonsik?" A nurse asked and Ravi immediately stood up.
"He's in room 301 now. There weren't any complications during his OP but he is still sleeping know. Just have patience" she said.
"Thank you" he said and immediately searched his room.
He eventually found it and entered.
He felt really bad seeing his husband like that and just because of him. He knew that it wasn't really his fault but he hurt him for so long. He sat down beside his bed and held his hand.
"Leo please don't leave me. I'm sorry do you hear me? I will tell you Leo, I promise you but it's not the right time now. I'll treat you better and I'll ahow you my love. Because you're everything to me. Everything will be lile before Leo . I promise you that but in order to that you have to come back to me'.
He told him everything what bothered him for a long time. He poured his heart out, crying and not moving an inch from his side. It became dark outside and it was already 7 at night. Ravi's phone rang a few times but he always ignored it. Right know he only cared about Leo. The docotor told him to go home and sleep but he refused. Angelique, the mother of his daughter probably called a thousand times but this is long over. At first she thought they would get back together but Ravi told her that he's already in a relationship. She doesn't know that he's married and she doesn't know that it's a guy. She probably thinks she has a chance but this will never happen. Ravi only wants to be there for his daughter but he's not sure about it anymore because of what happened to his Leo.
"Please Leo. I'm sorry. Remember Kim Taekwoon even though it seemed like I stopped loving you, I do love you. In fact you're the only person I've ever truly loved. There's no one that I love so mich except you. Please forgive me and I'll never leave ypur side just like I promised and I will keep this promise."
Ravi never was so scared in his life. Leo needs to survive. If he's dead there's nothing for Ravi to keep on living. He will follow his beloved husband everywhere even if it's death.
Ravi already fell asleep still holding his hand. He was really tired after all that happened. But his sleep wasn't long. He woke up as soon as he felt something moving. He immediately looked at his husband who wasn't sleeping anymore.
"Leo you're awake. I'm sorry for everything and I'll never leave you. Please forgive me Leo. You're my one and only please never forget that. I'm so glad that you're still alive". With that he hugged him. He slowly let hin go and held his hand again. Leo didn't say anything the whole time he just looked at Ravi as if he had never seen him.
"Leo please don't be mad at me. Please talk with me" Ravi pleaded.
"I don't know who you are talking about. Who is Leo?" he said and looked down.
"What? I don't understand. It's you".
"My name's Jung Taekwoon" he softly said and looked at Ravi.
"And I don't know who you are". He slowly pulled his hand back from Ravi.
"No this can't be" Ravi said and once again his tears rolled down his cheek.

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2 chapters in one day 🤗
I'm sorry peeps for this plot twist and I hope you'll continue reading the story. I promise you it'll get better. Well but for everyone who knows me it'll get worse  but please continue reading. 🙈