Beautiful Pain (VIXX WonTaek)

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„Why are you so upset? It's not like you didn't enjoy it" Angelique purred and moved closer to the man sitting on the edge of the bed.
„You should go home now Angelique" Wonshik replied and massaged his aching temples.
„Why? You clearly enjoyed my company last night and also your pathetic husband left you so there's nothing to lose anymore."
„Don't you understand? It's over between us, I was drunk last night and just because we have a child together doesn't mean we will ever get back together Angelique. I don't love you and I'll never love you again. I want Hye to have a good life and a father but it'll never work out between us."
„You're stupid aren't you? He already broke up with you and left you and then you slept with me. He will never want you back so why do you still reject me?" she answered angered and got up to put on her clothes.
„Because I don't love you, I love him."
„Well but he doesn't love you anymore. It's over. Besides you won't see your daughter again anytime soon. I've had enough of you".
„I always knew that you're a horrible person Angelique. You did it on purpose right? You wanted him to break up with me only to leave me alone afterwards?"
„I have to admit that you're not as stupid as I thought" she said with a smirk, leaving the bedroom.
Without any hesitation he followed her and pinned her against the wall.
„You know that I'll do anything to become her only legal guardion so she doesn't has to be alone with a mothet like you."
„As if you would dare to do this" she replied and pushed him off.
„Believe me Angelique I can and I will. I won't be defeated that easily."
„You'll never win this especially not as a single parent or with that husband of yours. They'll laugh about you".
„You should better go now before I can't control myself anymore" he growled through gritted teeth watching the young woman leave.
With a sigh he turned away from the door and to the kitchen making himself another drink. He hated how everything turned out and right now he only needed the burning feeling of the alcohol in his throat, not even caring about his headache or the fact that it was only 10 in the morning. He didn't know where Taekwoon was and if he'll ever forgive him especially after this night.
His gaze fell on the ring on the kitchen table, sparkling like a diamond in the sunlight.
After some time staring at the ring he decided to call the older only to be connected straight to his mailbox.
Frustratedly he threw away his phone and staggered into the bedroom to get dressed.
He downed another whiskey and went out to his own car, while calling another friend of his, putting him on loudspeaker as he started the engine.
„What's wrong Wonshik?" he asked, loud voices could be heard over the speakers.
„Is he with you Hakyeon? Is Taekwoon with you?" he slurred while speeding up.
„Are you driving? Stop the car now you're drunk" the older boy ordered but Wonshil didn't actually care.
„Tell me if he's with you?" he replied a bit louder this time and drove over a red stoplight.
„Stop that fucking car now" Hakyeon nearly screamed at the younger boy.
„Just tell me if Taekwoon is with me and where you are."
„I want you to stop that fucking car now Kim Wonshik before you have an accident."
„I don't care about it. I just want to now where my husband is."
„Stop that car now" Taekwoon interrupted them, surprising Wonshik.
„Where are you? I need to see you."
„I told you to stop that car. Now" he replied in a colder tone making the younger even angrier at his own mistakes.
„I'm so sorry Leo. I know that I was a bad husband but please forgive me. I want to see you now. I need to see you now" he begged with tears in his eyes, his vision already blurry.
„And I want you to stop where you are right now. You shouldn't drive when your drink and I don't want to discuss this matter over the phone while you're drunk."
„Please I need to see you now. I know that I made so many mistakes. Please don't just leave me like that" Wonshik mumbled, more tears rolling down his cheeks and blurring his vision.
„Can't you be reasonable for once and get out of that car? Why are you even so drunk?"
„Because I missed you. I felt horrible after you left."
„Where are you now?" Taekwoon replied calmly, signaling Hakyeon to go back to the car.
„I don't know. I don't care I just want to see you. Are you at home with Hakyeon and Hongbin?"
„We are" he lied, quickly getting into the car to drive back home, putting the phone on loudspeaker so his friends could listen.
„I'll drive over there. Please talk with me then."
„Can you please stop that car and just tell me where you are?"
„No I won't because I know that you'll just leave me there" the younger complained and sped up even more.
„That's not true. I just don't want you to get hurt" Taekwoon replied, a sick feeling in his stomach.
„Wonshik if you stop that car now I promise I'll search for you until we find you" Hakyeon said and hoped the younger boy would finally listen.
„No I'm nearly there. I won't stop that car" was all he replied.
„Drive faster" Taekwoon mouthed to the older boy, scared that something will happen to his husband.
„Are you there?"
„Nearly only a few metres left" Wonshik said and drove over the last crossroad in order to reach Hakyeon's house.
„Please Wonshik don't drive too fast" Taekwoon mumbled and flinched at the loud bang echoing from the cellphone.
„Damn Wonshik are you okay?" he yelled into the phone and hoped for a reply.
„Please come here soon" only a small whisper from the younger could be heard before the call was ended.

I feel like a bad person now :(