Logan was sitting in a room with one of the women who worked at the clinic, but she wasn't listening to her. She was looking at the pictures that were on the walls - all of them being of babies in some kind of way -, her hands protectively stroking her - still flat - stomach. Lo chewed on her lips, which only resulted in her getting nude lipstick on her teeth.
"-so miss Kade, are you absolutely sure you want to get an abortion?" The woman looked at her in an intimidating way, making Logan feel small, which was strange since she was quite tall.
The model didn't know what to say, she felt as if all of her organs and thoughts were fighting in a hurricane inside of her. She felt as if she was going to burst into tears any minute, but she didn't know why.
Until she did.
"No. I'm sorry. I can't, I can't," Logan rambled and got up from the chair, grabbing her bag as she did so. "I'm so sorry for wasting your time, I'm still going to pay, I've just had a change of heart. I'm very sorry."
She walked out of the room quickly, her bag pressed to her stomach. She heard Matthew call her name as she exited the clinic, but she didn't stop. She didn't want to stop, she just wanted to get away and tell Barbara that her dreams of becoming a godmother probably would be real in just eight months. Logan felt her eyes burn and her cheeks felt damp, but she didn't stop walking. Well, not until someone grabbed her shoulder, making her turn around to face Matt.
"What happened, Logan? Is everything okay?" he asked, looking worried as he spoke.
"I can't get rid of it," Logan whispered between sobs and looked up at him. "I can't, I'm sorry. No, I'm not sorry. I don't know what I am. I just can't get an abortion. It's my baby, it's a part of me."
She didn't expect him to hug her, she really didn't, so she was a little startled when he put his arms around her, but she felt safe there. Lo dropped her bag to the ground and hesitantly put her arms around her waist before burying her face in Matt's neck.
"You don't have to get rid of it, okay? Everything is okay, no one is going to hurt the baby," he mumbled and stroked her back as he spoke. "You can give it up for adoption or-"
"No, no," Logan said quietly and stepped back from the hug, her eyebrows furrowed. "I don't care if you want to take care of this baby or not, I'm keeping it. Everything will be okay. You have eight months to change your mind - not that you would, just saying - and I have eight months to get ready to be a mom."
Matthew looked at her for a moment before slowly nodding and crossing his arms.
"Okay," he said, nodding again. "Can we, can we try to be friends? If I do change my mind, then maybe it's a good thing if the baby's parents actually know each other."
"Yeah," Logan said and nodded. "Yeah, I'd like that."
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POSITIVE || MATTHEW DADDARIO
Fanfic"I don't care if you want to take care of this baby or not, I'm keeping it." In which Logan Kade and Matthew Daddario slept together once one month ago, and he didn't know how to react to the outcome. [SOCIAL MEDIA]