Permanent Fling (BWWM)

chapter 2

Then the next day he showed up bright and early at my door with breakfast. We ate. Well I had too much on my mind. So he ate, and then we headed for the doctors. On the ride over, he was undeniably nervous and his hands were shaking as he put his right hand over mine. At first I thought it was sort of cute, but then he got this look on his face.

“oh no…” I said uncomfortably.

“what?” he questioned.

“you got that look on your face. The look that says I want to tell you something but I don’t know how you’re going to take it.. Just tell me.” I said thoughtfully.

“ughh okay. I was just thinking that maybe we should explore our options.” He said hesitantly.

“what exactly are you talking about?” I demanded to know.

“I’m referring to the baby. I mean there’s adoption, …or even abortion. Ya abortion would probably be our best bet. I’m just saying, that we have all our lives ahead of us you know. We are still young. I mean really how could this have happened we only had sex the one time!” He exclaimed.

“Ya well, that’s all it takes…and abortion is without doubt not even an option!” I yelled.

Silence fell in the car. The radio wasn’t even on. It was so quiet that I could hear him smacking his gum; which irritated me beyond belief, and he knew it too. I could tell he was upset just from the way he kept twisting his mouth to the side. But heck, so was I. How dare he even tell me what our options are.

After we arrived at the office, we were sitting in the waiting room for what seemed like 45 minutes. My name was finally called to go in. We were in the room waiting for the doctor to come in. We still haven’t said a word to each other. The doc came in.

“Okay so I hear you might be expecting, we are just going to have to do a quick test.” The doctor said calmly.