Everything Was Beautiful

04

I couldn't sleep as usual, because of over thinking about everything. My life is chaos, which makes me the queen of chaos.
I turned the alarm off, and tried to fix my book maybe by putting heavy stuff on it so it could have nice papers again.

But this time, the words disappeared.

What the hell?!

"Dad, do you see this?!"I asked him

"Yeah, words and paper right?"He answered

"Dad, the pages are empty"I demanded

"Darling, did you sleep well last night?"He asked worried about me

"Yes I slept! But how can't you see that the pages are empty?!"I lied

"I think you should get dressed, you're going to be late for school"He gave me a warm smile

I got upstairs, truly upset that he couldn't see what I just saw. The book has empty pages, at first I thought I was really tired. But I am sure of what I just saw, not even a single word written in ink.

I did my normal routine and got dressed. I was feeling like if I was dreaming while I was in reality, in the past years and till now I have experienced something called deja vu, which is basically dreaming of something and it happens when you're awake again.

Am I still even conscious?

My father seemed to be worried, that maybe his daughter has gone crazy or something. The question is, why is this happening in this time particularly?

He drove in silence, I wasn't interested in starting a conversation with him. But I was kind of worried.

We have arrived to school.

"I'll pick you up at 2"My father said

"Fine"I answered

*****

The same lame guy was standing beside my locker while I was taking my books out of it.

"Hey"He says

"Hi"I smiled, well not a very wide smile. Ugh, just a smile fine.

"I'm Xaiver"He says

"Melissa"I replied

"Nice name"He winked

"Thank you"I grinned, proving that I didn't fell in love or something

******

All of the classes had passed, I was sitting alone eating my lunch. Distracted by what I have seen today's morning, the disappearance of the words. Xavier sat in front of me, waving his hand in front of my face to get my attention because I was distracted.

"Earth to Melissa, are you even here?"He laughed

"Oh, uhm sorry"I apologized

"No prob, why do you seem lost?"He asked, his eyes were dark blue. I would actually stare at them for a zillion years without getting bored.

"Oh nothing, I was just tired"I lied

"Liar"He demanded

"No I am not"I said