Parties are all fun and games until you do things you regret with someone. I had the mind set of just getting a couple drinks and go home. I didn't wanna play any games that could possibly fuck me up. But was a little late for that i passed my limit and played games even those inappropriate games. I should of gone home listened to Jonathan and stayed home. Now i have no ride until 4 am. Everyone's knocked out passed out and it got me thinking. Do i really want to waste my life with drinking or do i wanna do something. Life gives us many doors and sometimes they are locked because we give up to easy. But we shouldn't we should try to break a the doors down. This may be stupid but it's the truth. In order to pass the test we have to study everything about it in order to succeed. Don't get me wrong i love doing shit running away and getting drunk and high as hell but what's the point. I'm just gonna waste a life that can help many other people. Be real right now but Angel is one of my close friends and i picked him rather than the one i really wanted. I thought i would get over him but honestly i'm not over Jonathan. Our love was real it was honestly the realist things you would ever see. We did our first everything together. I don't ever think he knows i'm not over him. But who would be i can't stop talking and thinking about him. I stare into space and you may think i'm thinking of nothing but i'm thinking of all those memories and fun times we had. When i don't talk and look upset it's because i'm thinking of you and trying to see my life with out you. If you never felt like this with anyone your doing something wrong because it's the best feeling ever. I loved hold his hand kissing each other and laughing at random shit together. I love the way he talks and looks and everything about is perfect. I wish i could turn back time to those days it was the best days ever. I wish i never lost you and told you i'm over you. But the truth is i will never be over you. You might not feel the same but i honestly do love you. I need to see you again. I just want a restart button with you and never let go.
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My Life, My Story 2
Literatura FaktuThis is a story about girl who is confused and conflicted with what life has to give her. With tension and her trying to figure if she should tell the truth about her life.
