March (old thoughts)

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i've never been this close to you. skin to skin, ear to chest, hearing every heart beat of yours running through my ears making me feel comfort. your bare arms wrapped around my body making me feel safe and in peace. we've faced many things before this day. we've fought, cried , and even been our happiest. there was something between that didn't feel the same with other people. you cared for me. you asked me if i was okay. i lied a couple times but you took it slow. hands brushing my hair every time we kissed it became more tender more passionate. something we both didn't want to stop. slow and easy and every step of the way i knew i was okay. i was scared to let this be over not knowing what would come next. it seemed so right at the moment it felt just the two of us. everything you said was just the right things. after everything you said "we are gonna be okay" i believe you we are. and i hope we really are.
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it's today just reading this gives me chills. i thought you were right but i guess we were wrong. i never posted this cause i knew the day would come and it would be all over between us. and it is i hate to say it but it's time we get going with our life's and move on. i'm sorry we had to end it like this. but it's safe to say i don't have any regrets with you and i hope you feel the same. after all these years 7 long amazing years with you. i can say you were my first love. i hope you read this. i know you feel broken about this but it's time we both find our new paths and carry on. loving you was amazing. don't regret a thing so please be okay with this. i'm hoping you read this so we can go back and remember this moment. so thank you for being there for me i appreciate it and everything you did. i will always love you and it breaks my heart we can't keep it.

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