Psychotic Protection (Hisoka X OC)

Liz's Defeat

I laid Mar down in his bed and sat down in my chair. It was more like my thrown since it had two armor sets behind me along with weapons made of gold mounted on the wall. The basement was dark and cold but I had Jobe by my enough blankets to supply an army with. Honestly had quite a few of them nailed up onto the walls. Af far as light went I just used a few whined up lanterns. They would fullfil their purpose untill I feel asleep. Then by morning they would be out. I always had one with in arms length of me. If not then I would look for it by touch with my vectors.

Once Mar grew older I would need to move us somewhere else cause kids are typically scared of the dark. If he wakes up and the lanterns are off then he'll probably freak out. Even if he wasn't afraid of the dark he would still need to be moved somewhere else. He could get into the weapons, bump into the armor. Anything could happen and I just wasn't going to chance it but I didn't want to move at this current moment in time.

When the basement suddenly flooded with light I expected to see Meg come down the stairs. When Hisoka was the one to come down it puzzled me for a moment. Then I brushed it off, figures he would be able to get in here, he can use Nen after all. I watched with intrest as he approached me then sat down beside me on the floor. I gave him a questioning look, why the heck was he in here? Of course he was never one to give a straight answer when you expected it, it never hurt to keep trying though. I kept watching him as he dug into his pants and pulled out a bag of chips.

"You haven't eaten anything since I arrived." He told me offering the bag to me. At first I just stared at him and the bag not sure if I should take it. Then I got over myself remembering that he used to always bring me food when he first meet me.

"Thank you." I said having to force it out my mouth a bit. I grabbed the bag from him and couldn't help smiling. He brought me my pregnancy craving, sour cream and onions. Jobe must of told him but why he would I couldn't figure out. In fact why has Jobe been calling Hisoka in the first place? I frowned in thought as I munched on a few chips.

"You've put on some weight." Hisoka said. I choked on the chips in my mouth.

"EXCUSE ME?" I screamed whenever I recovered. I immediately shut my mouth and looked over to my sleeping infant with dread. 'Please.....please don't wake up.' I chanted in my head watching as Mar groaned and moved in his sleep. When he seemed to settle down I shot Hisoka a glare.

"You have, I remember seeing your ribs but now your a little pudgy." He said.

"Thanks, I've always wanted to be fat." I growled still stuffing my mouth with chips. "But if it bothers you then I'll keep my pudginess." I hissed.

"Why do you insist on taking everything I say in a manner that is insulting? I don't insult you nearly enough to elect such constant hostility." Hisoka asked with a heavy sigh.

"You've tried to kill me twice, not including when you hired Illumi to kill me. You killed my baby daddy! Plus you tease me alot and we both know you do it just to get a reaction from me! I'm not stupid Hisoka!" I snapped back.

"If you're so smart why haven't you stop giving me reactions?" Hisoka said giving me this wide grin. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. 'That was actually a good question there.'

"Advice can be hard to follow, even if it's your own." I eventually got out. Basically I was saying I didn't know why I didn't just give him no reaction.

"I see. Perhaps you should reconsider somethings?" He suggested. I nodded to myself, my mind already going a hundred miles per minute. For who knows how long we sat in silence, I thinking and Hisoka....being Hisoka. 'This is so preschool it isn't funny. It's the old boy pulling on a girls hair sinario only the boy isn't doin it cause he has a crush. The girl, who has been told about boys who are mean to you, thinks that he has a crush on her and develops feelings in return. I've came to the conclusion of me having feelings for Hisoka many times. It just sucks that the more time that goes by the more evidence I get pointing towards that being reality. I kind of wished that life would leave me and my ignorant dilutions alone!

"Well...." I said with a yawn getting up out of my chair. "I'm fucking done with the day. Night Hisoka." I climbed into my make shift bed and curled up.

"Good night." He chirpped getting up from the floor. I sighed contently freeing my mind from the troublesome thoughts of the day. Then I felt my blanket get lifted up and something move into the cot with me. My heart hammered in my chest as I squeezed my eyes shut.

"Hisoka.....why?" I asked.

"Why not?" He reasoned curling up against me.

"Cause....where have you been sleeping whenever you were here last?" I asked.

"In Vian's house." He said. 'Vian's house? That's a nice place, if you can get past the missig wall and half the roof.'

"Why don't you go back to Vian's house then?" I hissed. In truth, I didn't want him to go. It would be nice to have him close to me again. It was times like these that I felt like I was bipolar. Naw, it's just what happens when your around Hisoka for more then twelve hours straight and have frequent encounters with him.

"Because I don't see a need too." He said.

"Bullshit, we both know it's you're protector instincts kicking in. You've been away from me for a long time so you have a need to be around me." I huffed trying to ignore him wrapping his arm around me.

"Maybe you should stop blaming everything on the bond. Perhaps that could help you move on." He offered.

"No, that'll just bring a giant fuck storm to my brain cause then I would need to look at everything in a new light." I growled at him. "Either way, this is my bed!"

"I shared my bed with you, it's only fair that you do the same for me." He said. 'Score two for Hisoka. I need to step up my game.'

"F....fine." I agreed in defeat. Why did I suddenly feel like an asshole? I couldn't even hide behind my anger towards him for killing Mar! Could it be that I'm just being a grudge holding bitch? Maybe I should talk to someone about this, perhaps Meg or Yumi. I would say my mom but I don't think she would quite understand everything that I went through, in that case Yumi wouldn't cut it either. I guess Meg and I are going to have a heart to heart tomorrow. I just have to find a way to get rid of Hisoka.