Abandoned
Abandoned.
My whole small group left me. All 6 of them.
All for one reason or another.
I start wondering if there was something I could have done to prevent this.
No one can relate. My freshman class left me.
All by myself, wondering what happened.
I have only seen Anna. But she never comes to high school service or small group.
She is no longer involved.
No one understands the hurt in my heart.
I am now afraid to get close to my new group.
In fear that they will leave me too.
I spent 3 YEARS with those girls.
What happened.
We were close friends.
Then you left me.
Why? Why would you just leave me like this?
I feel abandoned.
I know they will never read this, so it's useless writing this. but I need to.
My heart aches for a friendship where the friend doesn't leave me.
Small group,
Did I do something wrong?
Did I hurt you?
What did I do to deserve this?
The group I am with now is nothing like you were.
All they do is gossip and share sob stories.
I'm tired of feeling sorry for them, I want to learn.
If I wanted to sympathize with people, I'd go to the people at school.
If I wanted to hear another sob story, I'd read Job.
If I wanted to cry, I'd watch Marley and Me.
I want to learn about Jesus, not learn about their sob stories.
Save me from this hopelessness.
I want friends that care about me.
I want you all back!
You abruptly abandoned me.
Will you please at least tell me why?
Can you at least tell me what I did wrong for you to leave me?
I'll do ANYTHING to get you back.
As long as you don't abandon me like this again.
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A drop in the ocean
Puisi"We ourselves feel that what we are doing is just a drop in the ocean. But the ocean would be less because of that missing drop." Mother Teresa A collection of poetry that I have written (and published separately) that is the hard truth. If you rea...
