Let It Snow

Chapter 6

Holy crap, girls and guys! I am terribly sorry I am so late with this, but we are testing all week in school and its pretty tough. Pretty stupid of me to cram in study time at least minute right? Well I also do cheerleading, and there was a game today. So I cheered for the boys at my school (Who got SECOND PLACE in the district championship! Stupid Rayburn..) So im using my feelings toward two guys I really like to write this. Comment? (;

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[ Niall's POV ]

I guess it sounds cheesey saying that I am happy with Liam. Even though I am, I wont say it. First of all, its cheesey, like I said. And second of all, we arent even technically together. So, I am happy with him, but I am not at the same time. Make sence? Get what Im throwin at ya?

I just cannot register my feelings. I could have sworn I was straight. I could have sworn Liam was, too! So why did that snog feel so right last night? Yepp, we are as straight as a pencil...a bent pencil. So...does this mean Im gay? Oh, no! I cant be! Next, I am probably gonna go after Zayn...or Harry, or Louis! And that isnt going to happen! But what if it does? Then will I be a man-whore and go after every attractive guy I see?! Or, maybe I am not gay. Maybe I am bi. There is a difference... Bi is liking guys and girls, and I cant argue that I love girls. But the question is, do I love Liam?

That question ran through my head a thousand times as I sat on the barstool across the bar from Harry, who was making waffles. They smelt delicious, but thats not all that was delicious.

Liam walked down the steps. Shirtless, as always, and in basketball shorts. He rubbed his eye sleepily and sat down on a barstool beside Zayn. Zayn was literally the only thing stopping me from lunging at Liam and telling him I wanted him again. I mean, it is not just the sex appeal. I am NOT like that at all! I can actually FEEL this inside of me. Something just told me that he might be The One. And if he is, then how will the boys take it? How will we make it? How will the Directioners take it? And how the hell would the WORLD take it?

I sighed and rested my face in my hands, my elbows propped on the counter. Could this really be happening? Maybe this is all a dream. A wonderful, fantastic dream that I am just hullucinating. I sat up and pinched my skin. Ouch! I jumped a bit at the pain sizzling in my hand.

"Niall, you alright man?" Zayn asked, turning to face me.

I nodded, not meeting his eyes. Because if I did, I would be tempted to look at Liam. And I dont know if I am ready for that yet.... Yet.

[ Liam's POV ]

Where did the Niall I like go? And what has THIS Niall done with my boyfr-...I mean, friend. Niall didnt even bother to look at me once all morning. Well, of course I just got down here, but it was almost too obvious that there was heat and tension in the air. Niall wasnt even sitting by me. He was sitting by...Zayn. Did that mean something? Did it mean that he liked his bromance with Zayn more than his almost-sexmance with me? Dont get me wrong, I was definetely NOT about to go all the way with Niall...yet. Yet. Did that sound gross? I think it did... I sighed and ate my waffles. I needed something to distract my mouth before I said something I know I'd regret to Zayn.

Not that Zayn did anything to me. I mean, we have a pretty strong Ziam bromance, but... Niall was too important to me. I didnt to be played with, lied to or...cheated on. But wait. Thats the thing. I am NOT being cheated on because Niall and I arent an official item. Yet.

But did I really want to change that? Did I want to date Niall? And if I do, then what if we...break up. I swallowed hard at the thought, causing me to almost cough up my waffle.

"Liam? Alright?" Zayn pat my back as I continued to cough. And Niall STILL didnt bother looking my way.

"Fine," I said, reluctantly.