The vampires tutor

Lesson 12.

ELEX'S POV

"Oh, right there." She moans in my ear and I bite her lip, hoping she will shut up long enough for me to just get this over with; But of course she can't and moans even louder. 

I squeeze my eye's shut and try to imagine that she is Ronnie; my perfect little mate who drives me crazy. Her brown cooper hair and the way it smells of coconut and the sea, how soft her skin is and how I feel that void she feels when we are close. I can still faintly remember what her lips used to feel like on mine, how our first kiss was gentle, it was innocent, it was pure and simple. 

It was everything a first kiss should be. 

No hidden intentions, no lies, no ill will at all. It was just what we felt, it was like a magnet pull between us and we both let it happen. 

I kiss the girls neck and I picture it being Ronnie's; remembering how hot she neck would get when she would blush when I held her to me, it was never sexual like with other girls, I just simply wanted to hold her to my body and feel her heartbeat against my chest, I wanted to make her feel protected and safe with me. 

It was intoxicating and addictive. 

It's something I still crave today. 

"Elex!" The girl moans as she holds onto my shoulders, It takes everything in me to not snap her neck. Her voice too high, too fake to me the one voice I want to hear calling out my name like this. I grab her hands and hold them above her head, my mind too far away to pay attention to anything around me. 

I'd give anything up to hear her voice right now. 

"Elex?" My hold body freezes and my head snaps to the voice I was just thinking of. 

She stands there shocked, her eyes wide in surprise, a deep emotion lingering in her eyes. 

"Can't you see we are busy?" The girl says with a annoyed tone,  I immediately drop her hands and move away from her. 

What the heck am I doing?! I mentally scream at myself and a image from the past comes into my head of how a similar situation happened in the past. 

The same look then is in Ronnie's eyes now. 

"Excuse me." Ronnie whispers and takes off running through the parking lot. 

My body frozen for a moment, did this really just happen? or was this just an illusion from the past? I've had so many that at times I can't tell if they are present or past. The centuries without her seem to all blur together, they came and passed so slowly I wonder if what happens now is just me hoping that she is here. 

"Well, now that she is gone; should we continue?" The girl purrs and slides her hand on my bicep. 

I glare back at her and shove her away, "Don't touch me." 

Leaving her there with her mouth wide open, I follow after Ronnie. 

>>>RONNIE'S POV

What the heck did I just see?!?! 

Then again, why was I looking for Elex? To be honest, I have no idea. I just felt like I needed to find him and be with him; like he would calm me down about the creepy feeling I got from Jordan, that he would protect me from these weird images coming into my head. 

I didn't think he would be with a girl....

Who am I kidding, of course he would be with a girl, he is the playboy here. 

I try to keep the tears in my eyes as I rush through the empty halls of the school as everyone is in their last class, my destination being the janitor's closet again. 

Why do I feel so betrayed? We are not even dating, let alone friends. 

But I feel like I've seen something like that before. With Elex. 

Where? What is going on? 

As I reach the closet, I quickly lock myself inside and sink to the floor, pulling my knees tight to my chest; staring off into space hoping that something will make sense, that all these weird things that have been happening will some how fit together. 

I bury my face in my knees and let my jeans soak up my tears. 

I'm so confused. 

I'm so frustrated. 

Why do I feel so hurt by this? 

I jump a little as someone knocks on the door. 

Wiping my eyes with the back of my hand, I call out "What do you need?" 

"Let me in." My body prickles as his deep voice sends something through me. 

"Elex, I'm sorry to have interrupted you. It wont happen again." I force the words out of my mouth even though the tears come to my eyes again. 

"Ronnie, open the door." His voice a little kinder now. 

I put a shaky hand on the door knob, should I open the door? 

Slowly I undo the lock and open the door just a crack, peaking out I see Elex standing there with a guilty expression, his eyes holding more than just one emotion. 

"What?" 

"Can I come in?" 

I look at him for a moment, then let my eyes drop to the ground as him kissing and touching that other girl pops into my head again. 

"No." 

"Ronnie, listen to me." His voice is  kind and I feel myself giving into him. 

I step back and he comes in quickly, closing the door behind him. 

His eyes locked onto mine. 

"What do you want?" 

"You." Surprised by his answer I look at him in shock, what in the world did he just say?! 

"You have to be kidding me." I say hiding my hurt with sarcasm. 

He moves closer to me and I move back, before I can do anything my back is against the wall and Elex is so close his chest almost touches mine. 

"E-elex?" My breathing becomes rapid and I look up at him, his eyes still holding that distant emotion, but a longing in his eyes makes my heart beat fast. 

I feel a pull, my eyes flickering to his lips. 

His finger tips trail up my arms sending goosebumps all over my body, they trace my collar bones and his hands cup my face; his face lower to mine, his eyes looking straight at my lips. 

I can feel his hot breath on my slightly wet lips, his heart beat pounding in my ears through his palms. 

"I want you little rabbit." His voice is deep and my body swoons, as though it's been waiting to hear him say this for ages.