im drowning \
and you're standing three feet away
screamin"LEARN HOW TO SWIM!"
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This is the kind of sickness
that isn't excused at school
this is the kind of sickness
that no one ever notices
this is the kind of sickness
that goes unnoticed
until it kills
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sometimes you just looks into the mirror
and realize
Life
was never worth it
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im so scared ill be alone forever
who could love a girl with more cuts than friends?
more razors than confidence?
more pain than beauty?
exactly....
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and I was in the darkness
so darkness I became
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she hides from you
more than the pain
you have caused her
she hides proof
of how much pain
was really dealt
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I don't know whats worse
dragging a knife across your skin
or being to sad to even pick it up
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I just want somebody to know
im not fine
without me spelling it out
in red razor lines
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the itsy bitsy razor
crawled up her thighs last night
down came the blade
and sliced and sliced and sliced
out came the blood
and drowned her demons dead
and the itsy bitsy razor
latched inside her head
YOU ARE READING
Poems and thoughts (completed)
PoetryI did not write all of these, but some I did. This was my 2013 depressive stage, but don't worry, I'm living a good life now. Never lose hope. Needless to say these poems are very depressing and do have triggers in them, so read with caution. Mess...
