Things I have done
-Made myself throw up
- starved
- took a razor to my skin
- felt like im not good enough
- thought about suicide
- almost attempted suicide
- got bullied
- been called ugly, fat etc.
- harmed myself in anyway
- cried myself to sleep
- felt nobody cared if I was here or not
- lost someone close to me
- went to bed hoping I wouldn't wake up
- had my heart shattered
- been hurt by the one I thought wouldn't hurt me
- unhappy with myself
- pushed people away
- roleplayed while crying and cutting.... (sowwy...)
- wished someone would break into my house and shoot me
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Poems and thoughts (completed)
PoetryI did not write all of these, but some I did. This was my 2013 depressive stage, but don't worry, I'm living a good life now. Never lose hope. Needless to say these poems are very depressing and do have triggers in them, so read with caution. Mess...