nail polish is chipped
the smile is starting to flake
the pieces of a broken heart turn to dust
your head starts to hurt
your eyes water
your throat starts to close
secrets are kept from you
people lied to you
the doors are closing
a million thoughts run through your head
your room is cold
no one trusts you
you just lost your best friend
no one can help you anymore
old problems return
old memories come back
your health starts to drop
your vision is getting blurry
old injuries are made new
cant eat or sleep
you know you need help
medications wear off
a simple touch feels like ice
youre empty and alone
lost and forgotten
unloved and hurt
the doors are almost closed
one more pill
one more cut
one more thought
and one last scream
the doors close
YOU ARE READING
Poems and thoughts (completed)
PoetryI did not write all of these, but some I did. This was my 2013 depressive stage, but don't worry, I'm living a good life now. Never lose hope. Needless to say these poems are very depressing and do have triggers in them, so read with caution. Mess...