Once Again

Blind Rage

(Taylor's POV)

The three us us had just finished breakfast and are now chilling on the couch watching t.v. It's a beautiful morning, it's sunny out but still chilly. Zayn holds me as I rest against his chest and Olivia sits in his lap.

We watch some cute Christmas movie on tv and Livvy giggles as the main character slips spilling hot chocolate all over himself. Zayn and I smile down at her and I chuckle tucking a piece of my hair behind my ear.

Then the doorbell rings. I loo k at it confused but stand up. "Be right back guys." Zayn gives me a small smile and olive is too engrossed in the tv to notice. I smile and walk to the door opening it letting the cold breeze hit my arms.

My smile instantly drops and my eyes blaze in shock and anger. "What the hell?" I say in complete mortification. My father smirks up at me and says, "you gonna invite me in?" My blood boils and I shove him back closing the door behind me.

"No I'm sure as hell not going to invite you in, who do you think you are coming onto my property in announced!" I shout at him crossing my arms. His lips turn down and he says, "who are you talking to like that?"

I raise an eyebrow and say, "I'm pretty sure I'm talking to a son of bitch who decides after such a long time to appear in his child's life again." He glares at me and steps close but I stand tall in hopes to look intimidating.

"Listen Taylor, I know you're an adult but you will not speak to me like that." He says as if he has some authority over me. "You're right I am an adult and you will not speak to me that way you asshole."

His eyes blaze and he says, "what do you want from me?!?, I'm trying to apologize to you!" I laugh sarcastically becoming more and more pissed feeling tears brimming from anger and frustration.

"No!, you don't get to fucking apologize, you don't get to show up put of the blue, and you damn sure don't get to be welcomed back into my life got it!" He stops speaking as he watches the front door open.

His eyes widen when he sees who opens it. I turn to see Zayn and he walks down handing me some boots. I slip them on completely forgetting about the cold snow I'm standing in. He wraps a coat around me and then looks up at my 'father'.

"You?" Zayn asks him in confusion. "You." Lawrence AKA my dad, looks up at Zayn in confusion as he wraps his arm around me. "What the hell are you doing here?" Lawrence asks him.

I glare and say, "he fucking lives here." Lawrence shoots his gaze to me then down at my hand and his eyes widen in sadness. He mumbles to himself. "Y-you got married?" His saddened eyes go up to mine and I swear he's gonna cry.

Zayn holds me tighter and I nod. "Yeah...I did...a while ago, but you wouldn't know that seeing as you left me." I say menacingly and Zayn rubs my back. Lawrence shakes his head and says, "baby-" I laugh sadly and wipe my cold nose.

"You know...that whole day all I could think about was how much I wanted my dad to walk me down the aisle." I say with tears gathering. I keep my tone and stance strong, he won't ever see me cry.

His eyes glaze over and I sniff. "But that's okay...Red did the honor...he's more of a dad than you'll ever be. He is my dad, always will be...he may not be here anymore but he's more of a man than you ever were."

I say spiteful and his shoulders deflate. "C-can we just talk?" I shake my head and say, "I don't wanna hear the bullshit that's gonna come out of your mouth." I spit at him and he flinches due to my words.

The the door opens once more and my heart stops. Shit...."mama?" I hear my baby's soft tone calm out to me. Lawrence's eyes shoot up to mine shocked and he looks around me. His gaze widening in shock but his eyes soft.