Once Again

These Feelings

(Taylor's POV)

So I lied once again....Zayn told me not to worry about it but I just couldn't help myself. So now here I am with Zayn laying next to me, spooning me in fact. But instead of me being peacefully asleep.

I'm worried about how tomorrow is going to work out. I stare out the window before me that only had moon light coming through it. "Seriously Taylor." I freeze and then sigh.

"You couldn't just take a couple of hours off that endless running mind of yours?" I chuckle sadly and say, "I'm a mom Zayn...it's what I do, I worry." He pulls me closer to him and I turn so I can see his face.

He slowly opens his eyes and I smile softly. "I will go to sleep now, and this time I mean it." He gives me a skeptical look and I giggle quietly. "No I really do, okay good night."

I close my eyes and snuggle closer into his bare chest. He wraps his arm around my waist tighter and then slowly down the curve of my ass and runs his hand down my thigh and lifts my leg over his.

"Good night love." I sigh happily and then fall asleep after a while.
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The morning after......

I set out the bowls of food for my family and Steven at the counter. I then wash my hands and then dry them on the dish towel. I sigh and decide to go get them up.

I walk up the stairs and into olives room first. She is tucked under her purple blankets soundly sleeping like a little angel. I smile and sit down next to her.

I brush her hair out of her face gently and continue to stroke her hair. "Come on baby girl, it's time to get up." She stirs in her sleep and snuggles closer to my body. "Olivia....come on baby. I made some breakfast."

She slowly opens her eyes and I say, "oh look who woke up at the mention of food!" She giggles and says, "no!, I was already awake, I just had to shake away the sleepy monsters."

She states proudly. I laugh and say, "oh yeah?, dang those sleepy monsters." She giggles and I kiss her head. "Why don't you head down and start eating I'm gonna wake up daddy and Steven yeah?"

She nods and I stand up and untuck her. I walk out and leave her door open for her. Soon after me I hear her little feet patter down the stairs. I then enter the guest room and see that Steven is sitting up looking out of the window.

I smile and say, "hey buddy, I made some food if you're hungry." He looks over at me and nods and fake smiles. "Thank you." He looks back out of the window and I frown. I walk in and sit next to him on the bed.

"Hey....are you okay?" I ask him in a worried tone. He looks at me and then down at his hands. "Yes....no, are my parents looking for me?" The question catches me off guard.

"Uh...I, I don't know." I sigh and look at him with a frown. He nods and says, "I don't think they are....they usually don't." I look at him sadly and grab his hand. "Steven...I'm so sorry, but we have to take you back to them."

He nods and says, "at least I have my pet pig there." I smile sadly and say, "why don't you join Olivia for breakfast, it's right in the kitchen yeah?" He nods and hops off the bed. He walks out and then down the hallway.

I sigh to myself and run a hand through my hair. "Jesus." I mutter and then stand up and pat my thighs gently. I walk out of the room and then turn to our bedroom.

I push the door open and then close it behind me. I see Zayn laying in bed sprawled out on his back. I chuckle and say, "you know for someone who doesn't need sleep, you sure do like to sleep a lot."

I chuckle to myself and then I hear him say, "you know for someone who needs to sleep you don't sleep a lot." I scowl at him and he peels open o me eye and raised his eyebrow. I go to slap his chest but he grabs my wrist and flips me over so I'm under him.