Once Again

Flipped Switch

(Zayn's POV)

I groan and rub my eyes. I blink them hard. "Jesus Christ." I'm so fucking weak from lack of food. I need to hunt. I look over at Taylor who is laying in the bed of Kaylin's guest room.

Her hair fallen around her and she sleeps peacefully. I stroke her cheek gently and she smiles lightly and snuggles closer. Her bright eyes open and shine a bright blue then fade back into normal dark brown colour.

I place a kiss on her lips and then stand gently. "Zayn where are you going?" I look at her and say, "I have to hunt." She sits up and nods gently. "Do you want me to come with you?"

I shake my head and say, "no I'm okay love, rest...you've uh...been through a lot." Her face falls and she sits up on her knees. "Hey...don't do that." I look down and sigh, "don't do what?"

She holds my face up and forces me to look into her eyes. "Don't shut me out." I roll my eyes and sigh. "I'm not, Jesus Christ just let me fucking leave!" Her eyes widen and her hands fall from my face.

"You did it." She furrows her eye brows. "What?" She shakes her head with teary eyes. "You flipped your humanity switch." I shrug and smirk. "I guess I did."

She glares at me and slaps me hard. "You selfish fucking piece of trash!" My eyes widen, "woah what the fuck?" She shoves me hard and shouts. "How could you do that!, you have a daughter who needs you!"

I roll my eyes and I look back at her. "I need you!" She lets a tear slip out of her eye and I want to wipe it away but I can't. "I turned it off so I could cope with this pain!"

She bites her lip and said, "you told me not to ever leave you last night....but you've left me Zayn." I roll my eyes. "Always so dramatic." She shakes her head and gets off the bed.

She pulls on her blue plaid pj pants and walks past me. "Where are you going?" I follow her out of the room and she chuckles. "Why you don't care do you?"

I shake my head. "No I don't." She whips around with red eyes and punches me in the face. "What the fuck?" I hold my nose because surprisingly that fucking hurt.

She says in a low tone, "then get the fuck out Zayn." She walks into a nursery and comes out with Olivia. She zooms past me and I blink my eyes. Wait....she's leaving!

I zoom downstairs with teary eyes. "Wait!, no! Where are you going?!?" She looks at me in alarm and asks. "Are you...you again?" I nod rapidly and she sighs.

"Zayn don't you ever do that again!" She punches me in the chest. I frown and nod. "I'm sorry....I just....I'm hurting." She nods and comes closer. "Yes I know Zayn but your humanity is everything...without it you are soulless, without it you aren't you."

I nod and wraps my arms around Olive and her. She smiles up at me and I smirks. "Was that what you wanted?" Her eyebrows furrow. "What?"

I laugh and say, "you didn't think it would be that easy huh?" She looks at me in horror. "You fucking monster!" She scoffs and I chuckle. "Sorry to hurt you babes...but I'm not dealing with the pain."

She shakes her head. "I'm not giving up." I roll my eyes. "You should." She closes her eyes tightly and a tear slips out. "I'm not Zayn." She looks down at her sleeping baby and hold her tighter. "Lets go baby."

She walks out of Kaylin and Josh's home. She buckles Olivia up and then close the door. She looks up at me from the car and calls out. "Feel free to come home when your humanity is back on."

I chuckle and say, "well don't hold your breath...might want to find someone else to fill the bed while I'm gone love." Her eyes widen and I can tell that I really hurt her with that one. I wink at her and walk to my car getting in and leaving her behind.