Once Again

Feeling Pain

(Zayn's POV)

Ah fucking hell....I roll over letting out a loud groan as I feel my head pounding. I open my eyes slowly and then hiss as light fucking blinds the shit out of me.

I burrow my face in my pillow and say "oh my fucking god...christ!" But it's all muffled so it sounds more like ' oh my fluffing gah- christ'

I roll back over and sit up slowly. My head literally throbs. "Fuck life man." I look around my room and see my clothes thrown carelessly on the floor.

I probably just threw them off last night. I move the covers and sigh. I stand up but almost immediately fall back down from the pain in my skull.

I roll my eyes and hold my head in both hands. I walk over to the bedroom door and open it slowly.

I hate being in this house alone, especially when I known that Tay is supposed to be here. I suddenly don't care about my pain. All I want is to see Tay.

I miss her touch, her kisses, her words, I miss her. I take a quick piss and then wash my hands and walk down stairs after I slip on some sweats.

I hear climbing in the kitchen and my eyes immediately widen. Please God...tell me I did not fuck someone last night who isn't my wife...

I then hear a plate drop and I hear "Damnit!, fuck a duck two ways from Sunday!" I make a confused face and I can't really make out who it is by the voice because it's muffled.

I slowly open the kitchen door and I see just the broom behind the counter and the sound of scraping glass on the floor. I clear my throat and the person squeals.

I make a face and then they stand up. My eyes nearly pop out of my head and all the air is knocked out of me. There stands before me is Tay, in my t shirt and no pants, with her beautiful face and her messy long red hair.

She gives me a nervous look and says "um...did-did I wake you?" I shake my head slowly and close my mouth. She quickly throws out the remains of the glass and then turns to me.

I stand there completely shocked, not knowing what to do. She runs a hand through her hair that still looks perfect even though she probably just woke up.

"Hi." I swallow hard and say "hi." She cracks quickly slight smile and I ask "you're...you're here?" She nods slowly and says "um yeah...I uh, I was let out yesterday so I came here to talk and you weren't here."

My eyes widen and I sit down at a stool. She sits down across from me and says "I uh....I waited for you, and you came back around 10:30 and you were piss drunk."

I nod slowly and she has tears in her eyes slightly and then takes a deep breath. "You said something's." I nod and ask "were they bad?" She shakes her head and says "no....they just made me feel extremely....I don't even know."

I feel my bottom lip quiver and I run a hand through my hair. "I missed you so much." She nods and says "I missed you too Zayn."

I scoff and become angry "then why wouldn't you let me see you!....huh?!?....or was that your way of showing me how much you missed me!"

She flinches and says in a quiet voice "I-I just wasn't ready." I frown deeply and then slam my fist in the table making her jump. "Fucking bullshit!"

She shakes her head and I stand up. I pace and she stands up and takes a step closer. "Zayn...I'm sorry okay?....I just didn't know how to talk to you about it!"

I spin to face her and I shout "like this is fucking talking about it!" She flinches again and then shouts back at me "well if you weren't screaming at me this would fucking go better!"