Once Again

It's on

(Taylor's POV)

"Zayn I have too." I say with a sad face and he groans. "Really?" I nod and slip my shoes on. "Yes baby, I have to open today, I didn't open the other day remember."

He nods and then says, "okay just be safe yeah?" I chuckle and I say, "I'm just going to work...but I will be safe, and hey it's Friday so you are off today!"

He nods and lays back in be next to Olivia who fell back asleep. "I know, I think I will take my baby for a day on the town." He kisses her forehead and pulls her closer.

I smile and say, "you have fun yeah?" He smiles and I walk over to Olivia and kiss her head. "Mama loves you baby." I smile down at her and smooth hair out of her face. She stirs and I smile at her lovingly.

I walk tot he other side and Zayn stares up at me and smiles happily. "I love you too Mr.Malik." He hums and closes his eyes as I kiss him and brush his beard. "I love you too Mrs.Malik."

I pat his chest gently and walk out of the room. I make my way downstairs and decide I'm gonna get a coffee and a sandwich at the deli. I slip my coat and scarf on and walk out.

I open my door and slip in making sure I don't close myself in the door I close it behind me. I sigh and turn my car on. I turn up the heat because it's cold as hell outside.

I don't mind, but it's pretty cold I'm gonna get frost bite. I turn the radio up and then groan when all I hear is crapy music. I grab my phone and plug it into my aux cord.

I play my music and bop my head to the beat. "RIP to my youth, you can call this the funeral. I'm just tellin the truth yeah, and you can play this at my funeral."

I love the Neighborhood, their the best. I drive to the deli and pause my next song. I hop out after I grab my wallet and phone. I wait in line patiently while scrolling through my instagram.

I decide I feel great and I'm gonna post a photo of my family. I scroll through my gallery and find a cute picture of Zayn and Olivia sleeping with me. I had woken up to them still asleep and I thought we looked cute.

I have a smile on my face as I hold the camera above us with my bed head and Olivia tucked into me as Zayn has his arm wrapped around us. I click it and then type a caption.

My family is everything to me and more.

I post it and smile. I love them so much. I then am at the front of the line and say, "hi, can I get a pumpkin spice latte and a egg, bacon, cheese sandwich on an everything bagel?"

The cashier nods and shouts back my order. "That will be up soon miss, could I have your name?" I smile and say, "Taylor." She nods and says, "okay that will be, 8.40." I pull out a ten from my wallet and tell her to keep change, she smiles and says, "I will call you when it's ready."

I nod and thank her then walk to a table buy the window. It's a high table with stool chairs, I smile and take a seat on the stool the watch out of the window.

The good thing about this deli is that it's about the same distance from my job as Zayn is just in the other direction. I watch people walk down the street weather it's for exercise, hanging out, or just plain walking to clear your head. It's amazing to see people in their natural ways.

Then I see the one face I never want to see. I watch him walk down the street towards the deli and I curse to myself. "Fuck....don't come in here don't-" I watch as he stops at the door and looks at the special and then keeps walking.

He glances at me through the window and I look at my phone pretending I don't see him. He doesn't stop, I don't think he knew it was me, he kept walking and I let out a breath.