Once Again

Confessions I

(Taylor's POV)
~one month later~

I slip a new onsie on Olivia after I change her diaper. I sigh and throw out her diaper and then pick her up. She squeals and I chuckle.

"Yeah you feel all fresh and clean now huh?" She smiles and grabs my cheeks and squishes them. I smile and she rests her head on my forehead.

I laugh and say "yeah I love you too beautiful." I carry her upstairs and rub her back gently. She rests her head on my shoulder and rubs my chest.

I think it's so cute when I carry her. When she gets tired she puts her head down and then rubs my chest. I smile widely and then sit down on our bed.

I grab two pillows and put them behind my back then lay down. She tries to lift her head up but whines and lays it back down. I chuckle and say "go to sleep baby."

I rub her back and hum gently. I decide to just sing whatever comes off the top of my head and hope it sounds soothing.

Don't you ever, think of all the wonders in the world?

Believe and feel what you don't see...

Notice the little things in life that no one else sees....

You might just be surprised by what you find...

So baby girl just open your eyes and see..

What you mean to me, I love you forever and always..

Now close your eyes, and dream of another world..

One with rainbows, fairy's, love, and happiness..

Put you troubles aside and rest peacefully..

So now, sleep...just sleep, sleep your life away....

After I finish my eyes widen as I realize that it's Zayn's lullaby he made for her. I smile when I realize her breathing has slowed and she has now fallen asleep.

I hold her closely and stand up. I walk to her crib and pull out a soft baby blue blanket that my mom made her and walk back to the bed.

I lay back down in my previous position and lay the blanket down next to me. I then gently roll on my side and lay Olivia down on the blanket. I rest my head on my folded arm and then wrap her blanket around her so she's like a burrito.

I smile down at her and rub her face softly. She furrows her brows in her sleep and then sighs. I smile and then grab her hand and place my finger in it. She immediately grips it and tucks into my side.

I hold her gently and then sigh and close my eyes. Goodnight Zayn....goodnight Olivia....love you guys.
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~next morning~

I let out a yawn and look down and see that Olivia's not there. I gasp and sit up immediately in fear. I stand up and run to her crib to see that she's sound asleep there.

My eyes slightly fall and then I catch my breath. Oh my god I thought someone took her....wait, how did she get from the bed to her crib?

My eyes widen again and I run down stairs quickly. I stop at the end of them and catch my breath. I run around the corner and see no one in the living room.

I run to the kitchen and slowly push the door open. I see a tall male standing at the stove with his back facing me. His head lifts and he slowly turns around.

My breath catches in my throat when I see Zayn standing before me. I stare at him in shock for a couple of minuets and then he smiles at me. "I'm home."